Cute, in a grubby little gremlin kind of way

So I have won the duel with great slaughter, But I feel no Triumph in my victory. My challenge was not meant for winning but to trick malianamofo into blogging regularly, because I thought her will to obliterate me would overpower her lazy.. or "busy" as she says, and so I have failed and it is no victory at all.

So Anyways, I've always wondered why people always want to travel the world. I think it would be a cool thing to do, but its not like a life goal of mine; and people always want to go to GAY aS Places like North America or Europe, or Australia, its like Whata Fuzz why dont you aspire to something awesome like Asia or south america, places with culture and history; Don't even try and tell me that white people have culture, ahah Ok I am being a silly racist, they do have culture, I just find it so bland and boring, ok so i am being racist again, I just despise the white culture type deals, how they conquered the world and tried to eradicate all but their own, well thats probably what all groups of people do/did but all i see (which isnt much and is very silly of me to base my harsh opinions on, but thats a racist for you) is what the white ones done, hmm anyways its late and im tired so im off to bed to sleep, crap i hate sleeping late



MelanieMoMo

Man

So, this blog is going to be my confusion at Guys, I hate guys, they Suck so much, it hurts


Maybe this is just the ranting crazies of a woman scorned, as they say, but I dont think i have ever been fully, full on scorned, just crazies in my head, so yeah crazies in my head. Anywho I shall begin


Guys are so confusing to me. My esperians not very much or good, but im like whatever.

So I am harrassed all the time by guys, Either them or their friends or my friends that they talk to. I hear all the time that this one that one or the other one likes me or thinks im cute or hot or pretty or blablabla, you get me? Over and over I am told so that it gets old and i no longer care or believe (I never believe people when they say stuff like that anyways because I have low self esteem and inferiority complexes galore) them.

Because of this lack of comunicating with me, I figure these guys are all jsut a bunch of jerks who are just teasing me, which is very not nice. i guess thats all I really wanted to say... whats wrong with me? why arent I good enough? in total this has happened to me four times in the past year, true one was me not really interested, okay two, but still! and its not that these guys are jerk faces who should die, (ok maybe two of them are, ok three, but number four is really nice and wonderful, thats what makes me so miserable) either, well im bored, tired and over this, gats ta gets some sleep, nightyo



melanieMoMo


lol i get so bored with these blogs q:


today was mummys birthday, so i bought her a printer (i think) and tomorrow will get her a harddrive(i think) and because mummy is so nice and caring and not selfish she bought some cake and yummy'ss for her booger face dependants, because she doesnt eat that junk! poor mummy, living with a bunch o selfish bumheads

this dude is funny and i only link it so i can find it again, cuz i sleepy times now nightnight

people say drop it, but if i do what will i hold onto?

So its the middle of the morning and i Am awake, Oh well. All night i have been looking at places To rent, and what not, and its like real bother. So many places and all that jazz, But there are heaps of places that only allow students, this is usualy shared accomodations, but who cares? It makes me want to study again, but not uni, that would cost to much and be abit useless doing it here, I miss learning. HAHa at maliana silly face. I am not dying (at least, thats what tehy tell me! they could be LYING!) just had a something or other, And I was spitting blood the other day! it was real cool, but didnt tell the doctor that, cuz it was nothing. So I'm not dying and im going to work tomorrow to infect the populations of australia(queensland at least) with my illness, those with weaker amunne systems will die, but thats the price you pay with having a week ammune system and living in society. Tara for now... I cant remember what I was gonna say Phoondogs


MelanieMoMo

Apikotturin thin

im still sick but im getting better. I hate doctors, they make me feel dumb, because im all hypochondriac styles I never go to the doctor, cuz im afraid its just in my head; on those very few occasions i do go to the doctor, the doctor asks me questions and i flownder and cant remember whats wrong or why im there, so then i feel like the doctor thinks ima retard and gget nervous, and in the end the doctor says you've only got this that or the other, not sure how but this might help, or you dont need anything but take some painkillers if you really want to. So I'm never really sick, and nothing is ever wrong, so i dont think a trip to the doctors is ever necessary.. HaHaHa! i just looked up the word hypochondria, and here is the definition:

extreme depression of mind or spirits often centered on imaginary physical ailments


hahaha people dont feel special so they make out that they are ill to get attention, Thats Me!!! but when i am actualy sick i dont like people to care, i prefer that they leave me be to run and jump and exude the fictitious energy i need to burn, being sick means staying home means free time means pretend energy means cant sit still means gotta runa round the house or clean like a nutter; its like Caffiene, i just run myself down more on the pretend enrgy i dont really have and get sicker, never getting better till i die! i mean cant move anymore and so must rest hehe uh oh!


so i just did an all nighter friday to sat watching ugly betty, i love that show, but i hate betty,
Shes so Normal and whingy! I love Henry and mark and christina and .......... the other secretary, shes so crazeh odd. well im getting tired and my throat feels funny, so ima go to seomethng now Toodles!


MelanieMoMo

shad up Ey

HAHAHA I was sick on wednesday from work, then thursday I went to work and felt worse, and nearly went home cuz i felt so terrible, but didnt cuz there were heaps of people off anyways and the work was easy. But I went straight to sleep when i got home that was not fun and when i woke up i just went back to sleep and grumbled as mum asked questions. And so I went to the doctors because I was hocking up blood ey? haha so the doctor says I have a viral infection, flluuu; hehehe what a sucka weakling; hehehaha. and now (BASTARD! this mouse is so sensitive) its 8.30 am saturday, and i've been watching ugly betty all night, chatting with some homies and esses (LOLERSkates) since about... 11 pm, hahaha I just wanted to know what it was that everyone was meaning when they said UgLY beTTy!!! after a few moments of looking at me and trying to figure out who i remind them of. So I'm like SCrreW You BaSTARsDS@!! At first I thought betty was coo, but then the show progresed and she a dumb face, they all silly. I think my favourite is the scot, and the little boy. Well now, I am going to concentrate on something or other.... .... BYo


im tired hehehe



MelanieMoMo


p.s. HAHAHA at the Boylesque HAAHHA and Henry is my favourite character, Henry and the scot, and thats why i hate .. I mean dont like Betty HahaHa poor Super Accountant, I'd love a nerdikins like himm!!!

I can't see it

I can't see it. Can you see it? If you say Yes I can, I won't believe you, You're just a liar, what do you say when you are facing the other way? I can't believe you, I won't. I know it's terrible, I'm sure its my fault.. but I don't know why.. I will never know the truth, I can't trust you, your words. Who will tell the truth? He would.. But I can't ask him, I'm afraid of the truth, I dont want to know, because i feel i already do.. no matter what the truth, I'll only believe my own mind, irregardless of how warped it is, poor momo, can't love me..




MelanieMoMo



I could blame someone else, but it really is my own fault, cowardice is a terrible thing, the worst in my mind, and what i suffer from. I smile because i cant find a reason not to




but in reality i dont like to cry in front of anyone, i smile so they dont ask questions.. questions call for answers, answers always bring tears


fail

hahaha henry is funny, he kept wanting pictures taken of himself so i decided to record him waiting for apicture to be taken, the poser

and this is lete skipping, she failed, a few times and i got bored of the failing hahahaha

i did some skipping too, and henry, but i was too cool for uploading HAHA I was just a bit bored on a sunday, wanting to go for a walk but no one would accompany me... I'm sad again. I am not happy

MelanieMoMo