HYp ER VENTTT II LATION

ok so i am SO TOTALY COMPLTETLEY OBSESSED! mmmm twilight, Maliana is so wrong, I love Edward, I liked Jacob but then he got all ... head over heels for dumb face i mean bella, and Bella JEEza lou! she was alright but then started to grate on my nerves!!!!!!! because she had edward (sort of) But Wanted JAcob TOO?!??! selfish selfish selfish die Die DIE!!! yep that was it, i really like jacob, but i hated how he just let her be selfish poo head like that! And she would winge and he would come, poor dear.


mmmmmmmm Edward Cullen HAHAHAH except... uhm,... not 17? haHAHA


I'll probably like Jacob and Bella alot more with the movies, because I'll see human beings rather than my imagined Whingey MOFO that is A little Argh


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH everytime I look at movie stuffs I HYPERVENTILATE!!!! hard..To BReathE HAHAHAH



Reading the Twilight Saga has really made me start to miss all the things in my life, it all reminds me of so much, maybe its just that I so happened to be reading twilight at this moment in time so I pin it all on twilight, But its all just got me imagining, remembering, remenising (ahhaha just wanted another word to add in for fun... BAHAHa spelt wrong much?). I havent really read a book in Years! literaly, which isnt usual for me and my wanabe nerd self. It explains alot though, Coming here to australia I thought it would be this wonderful new start, an exciting adventure and lots of coolness because I would be coming back to my place of birth, My home, I was sorely mistaken unnfortunately. For the past two years I have slowly, yet subtly, been drifting and getting absolutly washed out to sea, then stranded on an island thats only got frozen rocks on it, with some fingernail clippings. I'm not sure why I fell into this abyss of wallowing and black hole lostness, (probability being because of my hopes and dreams that were quelched on arrival then surpressed along with all the rest of the other things that i cant quite recall as a complete memory... maliana? HarHar) but reading twilight has been to me like a light switching back on, Reading a good book, using my imagination, remembering how to be a melanie, because that is all part of a melanie, imagination. Coming to australia I got lost, forgot who I was. I tried to fit in, (Im not sure why... Thats so unlike me, I usualy Shape things to fit mE~!) got lost and was in complete bewilderment this passed year; Totaly and utterly lost.
Twilight is such a good little saga, it reminded me of all the other good books i've read, took me back to better times when i was younger and would read to escape the miseries of everyday life that was mine. Remembering people, places, things; I've never been one for missing things, I just never have missed things, only things (people I should Say) that die, because there is a chance of me not seeing them again (this is al probably becuase of my upbringing and moving and sub conscious self defence mechanisms of the brain trying to protect itself from harms and saddness) But after becoming obsesed with Twilight I bought another book of essays written by other authors on stephenie meyers Twilight saga, that reminded me of school and how my enlgish teachers would always talk about my writing style and I never had any idea what they were talking about, Then there was the whole taking place in america, So I just started to remember all the good times, My memories are probably all warped and twisted, But I miss The four seasons, warm days, cold nights, Snowey Christmas', learning, schooolings, friends, family, strangers, libraries, autumn, winter, spring, Crazies, outdoors, trees, grass, sports, happy. . .


I got lost, and now I am looking for a way back, need to find melanie. we'll see the outcome



bahahahah canadians, that is so friggin wierd ey HAHAHA


gimme some good reads, need to get back to my reading




Toodles Pip!


MelanieMoMo


TWILIGHT!!!

Twilight

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! so I read twilight, after going to borders and little contemplation on whether or not to buy all three of the books that were there, just cuz what maliana and mele'ofa teld me about it, then I read the back of the book and Was like PIshaW! this looks dumb ill just get the first one and we'll see huh! So I started to read it, and next thing I know Its over and I'm SOOO IN LOVE WITH TWILIGHT!!!! then lete said something about mele'ofa's blog having clips from the movie and I was LIkE AHHHHHHH!!! so I went on mele'Ofa's blog to look at all the videos she might possibly have on there, and I was looking and looking and looking and almost decided to give it up because letes a lie mofo but I was looking at all the pictures and blog entries and Realised MELIOFA DON BLOG NO MO! thats poopie. So anyways I finaly decide to hover over the things from the youtube and THERE THEy Were!!! right in front of my silly face! so then I went on google to find it MORE!!!!! I love vampires, and I now love this book because its all a "good" vampire story book! (so far anyways) cuz you know how most vampire stories always go bad (pshh mofo's). but anywho when I was searching I saw Alexis bledel for Bella and I ALMOST DIED! that would have been a real friggin tragedy!!!!!!!
So Cedric digory plays the Gorgeous Vampire, Thats slightly odd, and then the animal vampire is played by sabertooth, thats alright, wish they had gotten more no namer people rather than nerd name/no name people GEE I sure hope I dont see cedric while I watch this movie! that would be so not cool, cuz I hated his character! ok so I love twilight and am going to buy the second one tomorrow, and probably the third too HAHA Ye! well its late and I am tired and need to wake up early and be awake tomorrrow, but I am sucking myself into TWILIGHT! everything! looking for it all cuz I'm excited ! the movie synopsis is a bit off to me, but i duess we'll just have to see when it comes out ey?!? Well I forgot to finish this before I went to sleep so It is morning now and I am soon off to my driving lesson and then to the book store to buy all the Twilight saga YA!!!!!! might be finished by this weekend HAHAHA ok BYO!\



MelanieMoMo

Just Dance

tired, sleepy, unwell, oh crap


I'm tired, soo tired,



going to sleep now



oh I am going for my driving test on the 29th, how exciting... Toodles





MelanieMoMo

Cute, in a grubby little gremlin kind of way

So I have won the duel with great slaughter, But I feel no Triumph in my victory. My challenge was not meant for winning but to trick malianamofo into blogging regularly, because I thought her will to obliterate me would overpower her lazy.. or "busy" as she says, and so I have failed and it is no victory at all.

So Anyways, I've always wondered why people always want to travel the world. I think it would be a cool thing to do, but its not like a life goal of mine; and people always want to go to GAY aS Places like North America or Europe, or Australia, its like Whata Fuzz why dont you aspire to something awesome like Asia or south america, places with culture and history; Don't even try and tell me that white people have culture, ahah Ok I am being a silly racist, they do have culture, I just find it so bland and boring, ok so i am being racist again, I just despise the white culture type deals, how they conquered the world and tried to eradicate all but their own, well thats probably what all groups of people do/did but all i see (which isnt much and is very silly of me to base my harsh opinions on, but thats a racist for you) is what the white ones done, hmm anyways its late and im tired so im off to bed to sleep, crap i hate sleeping late



MelanieMoMo

Man

So, this blog is going to be my confusion at Guys, I hate guys, they Suck so much, it hurts


Maybe this is just the ranting crazies of a woman scorned, as they say, but I dont think i have ever been fully, full on scorned, just crazies in my head, so yeah crazies in my head. Anywho I shall begin


Guys are so confusing to me. My esperians not very much or good, but im like whatever.

So I am harrassed all the time by guys, Either them or their friends or my friends that they talk to. I hear all the time that this one that one or the other one likes me or thinks im cute or hot or pretty or blablabla, you get me? Over and over I am told so that it gets old and i no longer care or believe (I never believe people when they say stuff like that anyways because I have low self esteem and inferiority complexes galore) them.

Because of this lack of comunicating with me, I figure these guys are all jsut a bunch of jerks who are just teasing me, which is very not nice. i guess thats all I really wanted to say... whats wrong with me? why arent I good enough? in total this has happened to me four times in the past year, true one was me not really interested, okay two, but still! and its not that these guys are jerk faces who should die, (ok maybe two of them are, ok three, but number four is really nice and wonderful, thats what makes me so miserable) either, well im bored, tired and over this, gats ta gets some sleep, nightyo



melanieMoMo


lol i get so bored with these blogs q:


today was mummys birthday, so i bought her a printer (i think) and tomorrow will get her a harddrive(i think) and because mummy is so nice and caring and not selfish she bought some cake and yummy'ss for her booger face dependants, because she doesnt eat that junk! poor mummy, living with a bunch o selfish bumheads

this dude is funny and i only link it so i can find it again, cuz i sleepy times now nightnight

people say drop it, but if i do what will i hold onto?

So its the middle of the morning and i Am awake, Oh well. All night i have been looking at places To rent, and what not, and its like real bother. So many places and all that jazz, But there are heaps of places that only allow students, this is usualy shared accomodations, but who cares? It makes me want to study again, but not uni, that would cost to much and be abit useless doing it here, I miss learning. HAHa at maliana silly face. I am not dying (at least, thats what tehy tell me! they could be LYING!) just had a something or other, And I was spitting blood the other day! it was real cool, but didnt tell the doctor that, cuz it was nothing. So I'm not dying and im going to work tomorrow to infect the populations of australia(queensland at least) with my illness, those with weaker amunne systems will die, but thats the price you pay with having a week ammune system and living in society. Tara for now... I cant remember what I was gonna say Phoondogs


MelanieMoMo

Apikotturin thin

im still sick but im getting better. I hate doctors, they make me feel dumb, because im all hypochondriac styles I never go to the doctor, cuz im afraid its just in my head; on those very few occasions i do go to the doctor, the doctor asks me questions and i flownder and cant remember whats wrong or why im there, so then i feel like the doctor thinks ima retard and gget nervous, and in the end the doctor says you've only got this that or the other, not sure how but this might help, or you dont need anything but take some painkillers if you really want to. So I'm never really sick, and nothing is ever wrong, so i dont think a trip to the doctors is ever necessary.. HaHaHa! i just looked up the word hypochondria, and here is the definition:

extreme depression of mind or spirits often centered on imaginary physical ailments


hahaha people dont feel special so they make out that they are ill to get attention, Thats Me!!! but when i am actualy sick i dont like people to care, i prefer that they leave me be to run and jump and exude the fictitious energy i need to burn, being sick means staying home means free time means pretend energy means cant sit still means gotta runa round the house or clean like a nutter; its like Caffiene, i just run myself down more on the pretend enrgy i dont really have and get sicker, never getting better till i die! i mean cant move anymore and so must rest hehe uh oh!


so i just did an all nighter friday to sat watching ugly betty, i love that show, but i hate betty,
Shes so Normal and whingy! I love Henry and mark and christina and .......... the other secretary, shes so crazeh odd. well im getting tired and my throat feels funny, so ima go to seomethng now Toodles!


MelanieMoMo