Iceland has a place in my heart. UNFORTUNATE!

haha people are really terrible at trying to be less than obvious. huhu


So people tend to associate me with cooking and baking, im not entirely certain why... but anyways, so When I am in Iceland my home is (I can live wherever my heart is, which at the moment is where my family is! but sylvía is a special case, she is like family for me, don't worry, we will one day get some sort of connection to make it official hahaha) Sylvía's house!

so a few days before I left Mr. H (a friends blog references all people with letters! I think that is so fun, so I will do something similar keke) said "make me some food! for the last time!" something along those lines, so I was like "ok, but not now, some time later, BUT YOU MAKE ME A CAKE!" and he was like "do you suffer from a death wish?" and I was like "always!"

so then Ms. S jumped in and was like "what kind of cakes do you like??" and I was like " I don't like cake" and she said "... What would you have at your funeral than?? or uhm.. your last meal.. or uhm.." Where I cut her off and said "I LOVE BLUBERRY MUFFINS! AND RICE CRISPY TREATS!!! AND WAFFLES!!!!" and then I pranced around dreaming of those things, because I LOVE them!!

Anyways a day later when i got home Miss. S was like "UH *Not very smooth* LETS GO DOWNSTAIRS!" so im like ok hahaha than Mr. H comes down some times later and they are both just chatting with me, its not unusual, I juct have ultra sensitive spidey senses, and Miss. S is really not very good at sneakery.

Anyways, the next day after institute we have WAFFLES!!! (they do it once a month in Iceland hehe) and im like " I want me some WAFFLES!!" but then people are like "*not very good at, but doing our best to distract* HEY LETS GO LISTEN TO MR. M PLAY GUITAR!" so I'm like "*roll eyes*OKAY!" cuz he is super at that, its great to listen to him play! but then i became tired of the children trying to stall me so I jumped out the window of the Ætfræði room keke but then i felt bad and jumped back in and they let me go to the waffles.

THEY HAD A SUPREEZ FOR ME!!!

they had made blueberry muffins, waffles, and choco/normal Rice Crispie treats! it was Great!! super super super! I was so pleased! they are the greatest! my favourites for sure (to an outsider being my favourite isnt very special or cool since i have lots and lots and lots of favourites, but to my favourites and people who know me, Its a Super Super Super!!! because I am awesome. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuh)

and the next day I left.


I am conflicted! Iceland always makes me conflicted. I go there and hate life and be miserable but its so Beautiful, and smells nice, and the people are wonderful in their own ways!! Iceland could have me if it wanted me, but I don't think it does, i think it just enjoys my company, and that simply isn't good enough.

Icelanders want me to live in Iceland, but the only way I would do that is if I were to marry a fluent speaking Icelander (has to be fluent in english as well), I am not willing to live there with a husband who also speaks broken Icelandic.

If I were to live in Iceland, I would live in Hveragerði, its so quiet and the neighbourhood is fun, the Gudnassons live there! they are a lovely closetomyhouse sort of neighbours!

Anyways, then I flew away and I dont think I will ever go back again, Maybe on my global trip of dragging my husband around to all the places i've lived, but otherwise I'm not gonna be going back, if i do it'll be to live. So I am really contradicting myself all the time, but I think I am really good at that.

Well... I will leave it at that hahaha

I can't be your crutch anymore, I have to be my own.

I've got my heavy heart to hold me down. Once it falls apart my heads in the clouds!


hahaha I really love the newest Panic at the Disco album! i think its called Virtues and vices or sumsing?

So on monday I had the interesting encounter with the police, That was actually an answer to a prayer, because I didnt want to walk home, so the police gave me a ride! hahahahah I am so fortunate!

Back to my story! So on monday, my future went BLANK! New Moon styles, bella swan hanging out with the shape-shifters styles, but its ok, its good to start with a Blank piece of paper! I think that is what my problem has been all along, I always had too many distracting scribbles on my Paper, but now It is blank and I feel much better.

I'm making new plans and new starts, its great!

Iceland has an amazing smell that I never noticed before, but i noticed it on my walk on monday, It a very lovely smell, that might only be smelled at night and in the Hraun.

OH MY GOSH, monday night i totally saw some Hidden people!

I was walking along the beach when I saw this white dog run from the water to the rock wall that i would later sit on, it seemed to sit there next to this blanket looking thing where i assumed its owner was sitting. Not wanting to bother other people(especially if they are homeless and trying to rest) I walked a little further and then made my way to sit on the wall. I sat there for a while watching the people out of the corner of my eye. I finally decided to leave, but I wanted to see the dog closer so I nonchalantly skipped, hopped and walked along the rock wall to the place where the dog had run. When I got to the place I couldnt see any person or dog so I moved closer to the edge thinking they were REALLy close to the wall so I might have to look straight down. I stood on the edge, but still couldnt see anything so I lost my nonchalance and gripped the wall and bent down on my knees to find the dog. There was no one there, only some white rocks. I was totally awesomed out!

I am one hundred percent certain i caught some Icelandic hidden people having fun times, and so they turned themselves into rocks like the white witch so I wouldnt catch them more.

Iceland you are Great, you have given me soo much, but I think it is time we part ways for a while, if not a lifetime.

once again! So long, and Thanks for all the Fish.

I make things awkward... Intentionally!

muahahahaha ó já!

hahaha let me tell you an interesting story

wow this is interesting hahaha I am using the keyboard commands! kaka its fun!

Back to me story! AHH the COmmands are going crazy wild! please stop!!

so yeah, I had a wold encounter with the police of iceland the other day... UGH I have said it sot often that i am like sick of it. But I can tell it once more ekekakak


So anyways. Monday I was like at the YSA Family Home Evening and then I was like "laters Yo!" and I walked out the door on me way to my abode, and it was all nice and what not because Iceland is a lovely place that has great scenery, I'd say the best in the World!! but I am Icelandic, so maybe that a bit biased.

Anywhos, the sun was setting and the weather was too nice to miss, so I decided to go for a göngutúr!! where ever my feet would take me! and it was fun, I walked all through the neighbourhood of the chapel, in the general direction of the ocean, and it was all like going all osrts of wild ways and I was like "WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME LEGS?"??"?!?Ð"?"

anywhos, I finally hit the ocean, and walked around in it because I had stolen (with permission) some wellies!!(gumboots, wellingtons, stígvél, rubber boots... some other stuffs?)

so i was on an adventure! there were many many seagulls, and they were like ugh, ugh ugh ugh ugh! crazy, like they were wanting to attack me all the time and i was like "eww go away!" and would walk in another direction, are they very Territorial isnt nesting time over or something?? thats just WILD.

so anyways, not knowing why the gulls were so freakin crazy I followed one, going on the assumption that the gulls were protecting mysterious nests at this mysterious time of year, and so were leading me Away from the nests. So I followed a couple and they led me out of the Hraun! hmmm I often wonder if english speakers have it wrong, and that lava is the word for Hraun, and magma is the word for lava..

so I continue my walk all th eway through the hafnarfjörður beach lines. I see some mysterious cars and people, and try to quickly pass them, I also see some awesome fisherman shacks that are totally cool and worth visiting in the day time!

So I end up sitting on a rock wall that they have here in Hafnarfjörður to warn people that there is ocean beyond. I am sitting there enjoying the ocean (to be fair it was like 1 in the morning, but this is Iceland, and I have been out at 3 in the morning before..) listening to the ocean and the occasional car go by, but i here the one car go by a few times, it had a different sound ya?

so after a few drives by they slow down and stop and say "er ekki allt í lagi?" it sounded like a male, and I was like UAH! SCARY AR FULL OF MALES LATE AT NIGHT!!! soI replied "Jú.." turning slightly to help them hear.

I decide its time to Go home, so I start ta walking, im only about 20 minutes from abode. As I walk I see a cop car drive by, and as they drive by they shine a really bright light in my face, the kind taxi (and i guess cop) cars have to see the street numbers. So I'm like DUDE, what tha hang! but I continue on my walk and as I cross through a tiny parking lot I hear a car pull into the parking lot, I am like DUDE! what is with my luck? so I start walking out of the middle of the parking lot so i am not in the way when this cop cr comes up behind me and then parks in front of me and im like Dude, what a rude idiot faces?

then the cop lady says really fast in Icelandic "mind having a seat in the car?" I couldnt decipher her words the first two times she said it, but then the third time she actually slowed her speech and spoke properly. My replies will be in [these]

So Im like "..sure..." and i get in and they say "Good Evening, you can speak Icelandic? [yes, well, its ok] we received a call from some concerned girls in a car, they said they were concerned about a solitary female who was unresponsive by the ocean, they stopped and asked if everything was ok and she didnt reply [Oh, really? thats weird..] so we came to check it out. What were you doing there? [just sitting, thinking, i went for a walk] Are you depressed or stressed, or having a hard time? [uhm.. no, not really.. I was just watching the ocean and thinking..] Do you have any sort of Identification [uhm, i only have an Australian drivers licence] That will do. *takes licence and puts it on his little notepad* Where were you headed just now? [I was just on my way home, its just down there a little] Can we offer you a ride home? [..sure..] Whats the address? [address] Ah yes, ok. *car starts to move towards destination male officer starts taking down my licence information, i wanted very much to ask what he was doing, but I do not feel comfortable enough to ask* Do you live alone? with Family? [uhm.. no, I Live with my friend] I see. How long have you been in Iceland? [I was living here for about a year last year, and only came back a month or two ago] WOW your Icelandic is really good [oh, I lived here when i was younger], oh I was gonna say, you must be some sort of genius to speak such good Icelandic within a year. Do you have a phone number to be contacted at [uhm, yes, but i never remember any] thats ok, a home phone, mobile phone, whatever you remember [...uhm... let me look in my phone {SINCE I SAID I DONT REMEMBER THEM} its *phone dies* {UAH!} uhm... 774.. numbers numbers *I hope its right* numbers] So thats numbers numbers bla bla. {yep..} you're Icelandic is very good. *arriving at destination* Can i see your dwelling licence? {I'm Icelandic.} OH, Your an Icelandic citizen, ok good night than {good night, and thank you for the ride..} Of course of course! Icelandic pleasantries."

and so ended my weird encounter with Icelandic Police..

I personally felt that he was too aggressive in his manner, if they really were just checking if someone were ok, I personally think they should have been less uh, I cant think of a good word for it, they werent rude, but they werent polite either. I felt like he was insinuating all sorts of things the whole time! but that might just be the defencive racist in me


Anywhos, that was a really odd experience, and makes me want to not go for walks, just so I can avoid th hassle. But I did get some good Ideas on how to deal with this should it ever happen again



such as the chorus dance of this song. OH YA!

WARNING! This Blog is big, long and Ugly. very ugly

soooo My plan for New York is OUtta Here!! This is what the plan entailed! I would apply for a job at this old folks home, and work there until unnur was flying to New York and then go to new york for a week and then go to melisa. BUT! most vital entailment is that to work in Iceland I would be staying in Iceland, and If I dont like it here, How Can I stay?? haha So I have decided to leave whenevs bro, I guess I should really get that in check. Oh Shiznit, there is lots of crap I need to do. oh the day is too short.

So aside from K-Pop and stuff, I Totally Love Panic! at the Disco! their new album is totally appropriate! and I personally think its because the one guy who was Bi left the group, and so now they are only two, a mormon and a drummer. But I used to hate them because their musics was so catchy, but it was bad, but this new album is a total awesome! no swears or nothin, and even the content is pretty good. So I have been listening to a lot of that lately.

HaHa Iceland is so weird, I am never going to understand it... its so beautiful here, and I Love the people here, but something about here strangles and kills me! or seems to try :O

Mamma often mentions how someone once said they feel very much for the Young Women(young women as in women that are young, not the mutual program for females) of Iceland, since there arent any priesthood holders, or something. But I completely feel the same way, for different reasons. some of the fellows here in Iceland (most of them, but obviously not all) Are inconsiderate idiot faces and are always harping on about how there are no females in Iceland.

Lets see, this happens all the time, so it also happened when I was here last. How inconsiderate! because there were obviously TWO females, one being melanie and the other being an other female. Inconsiderate Fools. I dont really care because I can jump to wherever whenever, and so I am an aloof type that pretends not to care, but most of the time i really dont(read as do) care, but what about other female? she has to be stuck on this rock, with these Jerk guys who dont seem to want to acknowledge her (or myself) as a female. Seriously, guys can be so moronically stupid. Idiots. Jerk guys in Iceland are stupid jerky. Really they are. But then I guess that might just be how guys are in general, everywhere around the world. No, I didnt really get that vibe from my friends in Aus, but i guess every place has their quirks.. I think the eyes of Icelandic males are too small (hahah this statement totally reminded me of Dad :O

blegh, I sure hope I can wash my hands of Iceland this time around, I can't handle it. I really didnt want to come back, really really really, when I was asked my heart sank and I became sad, very sad, and I wondered why mamma wanted to send me away, I was sad all the way to Iceland, and then when i got here it was FREAKING COLD (like 3° C) and windy and I couldnt find the car. Even my want to surprise everyone didnt work, because somehow everyone knew..

I consoled myself by pretending some hot asian guy would be vacationing here and bump into me and we would be good friends. obviously this shallow thought didnt console me at all, but it helped me to be silly and laugh rather than cry.

Oh Iceland. you are too cruel.

Iceland is the worst place to be for a female who needs a confidence boost, or anything at all really.

This time, I REFUSE to come back to Iceland before I am married, thats what i said last time, but this time i am serious, you cant come here without some sort of Moral support

But! I have still learned things here in Iceland, I keep becoming more independent. I left on a fast sunday, and I sure am glad for that. Lete's sundayschool teachers wife bore her testimony, and she told a story about how sometimes we do things and its working out perfectly, and then something horribly not according to plan happens and we flail a bit because we are like "WHAT I WAS GETTING A GOOD FEELING, I THOUGHT THAT WAS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING..Ð!?"Ð'Ð" but then when we allow ourselves to calm down and feel the promptings of the spirit and do as they say, something miraculously better Happens! but if we had tried it just a few minutes earlier, it would not have been there. Sometimes it takes times for things to be ready, so we have to have patience. Thats one thing that I will always be having to work on.. my patience,

oh another thing I learned is that sometimes you have to do things you dont want to, you really do, you really dont.

blegh blegh blegh

I like this song, I speaks volumes to me! I think its very much me! hoohooo

Iceland is like a Potato

This song makes me laugh and dance and cry (with laughter) everytime I watch it! or listen to it! I LOVE the dancing! its so awesome hahaha I especially love the "SOup" part and the "oh oh oo oh oh oo oh oh oo ohohohoh" and the jumping part and just every dancing part! hahahaha makes me happy


blablablalbalablabla I am still in Iceland. stuff happens, I went to watch harry potter, the newerst one. I really hate harry potter, but I love snape, so I watched it TWICE!!! HAHAHAHA OH YEAH!!! I Always loved snape! and I was always super sad when he did things that seemed to be bad in the books and I would always be like "WHY HWYHYWH JKROLLER!"

I'm such a sucker for unrequited love! hahahaahahaha sorry for ruining the movie for you, since that is the highlight of the movie (kekek I didnt care about anything else in the movie keke oh except that... someone dies, someones many). Its why I went twice. *sigh* I <3 Snape! FoEva!!

He is my Favouritest fictional character ever! which is a pretty amazing feat! since I dont like to like fictional characters, since they are fictional and all.

Uhm, I ride a bike a lot, I really like it. I've been riding from reykjavík to hafnarfjörður for various reasons, back and forth its about 22 km. the way I go anyways, its super fun! I try not to stop, but since I am new to it sometimes I have to walk up a hill hahaha

Today I am going to a codependencies anonymous meeting. I dont know what that means, but we'll see!

Oh, on tuesday Betty and Courtney invited me to go with their family on a sight seeing tour thing, we drove down the southern coast to the Glacier river lagoon ahahah and we ate some glacier pieces, it was cool, and tasted Amazing! I am pretty sure its because its really old that it tasted so good kekek. we saw a seal and some arctic terns (kría's) they have the world record for the longest migration. they come to Iceland for the summer from antarctica. i think. for some reason i cant remember.

I am planning on going to North Carolina in August, around the 16th, I'll be needing to talk to betty to figure out when and what have you..

why oh why am i in Iceland again??

Anyways

This song is so mellow for how hardcore these guys look ahhaha




I Love Potatoes! they are my favourite! but sometimes I can't stan'em!

Life isnt all that tough, we just have to make the most of what little we do have

This is a song G-Dragon made for VIP's!!! (VIP's is what Big Bang fans are called)a couple years after their Debut, it was a special secret surprise, and played during the credits on their concert DVD hahaha AWesome! makes me happy, as most all things Big Bang do!!

I was super diligent this morning. I cleaned. Intense.

I can't help but feel that Iceland makes outrageous demands on me. Bloody Country. When I was here last time a similar thing happened, something that has nothing to do with me is all of the sudden my responsibility. Bloody Country. Its all about timing and associations. If I didnt associate with these people they would not feel so at ease demanding stupid things that have nothing to do with me of me.... Maybe I'm to doormaty. Stupid people. They dont know me, they dont know me, so shut up them so shut them ahahahha

Anyways, Its always good preparation for the future, JUST KNOW WOMAN, I WILL NOT DO THIS AGAIN!

I dont think the internet is any place for details. cleaning. Ok Ima explain since I dont want no misunderstandings ahhahahaah so the landlady came and was like "oh what needs fixing" as if she doesnt know (the real tenants have been asking her to fix things for over a Year now), and so I show her and shes like "oh ok, well when is best for you to do all the fixing" and so I explain that the older girls are flying away today, and the younger girls are at preschool from morning til 4 so she says "oh lets do it on monday then, we'll fix this and that and that, and we'll take pictures because im selling the place, so can you clean up a little? i know there are little children but people really do judge places by their pictures" rrrrrrrrrrrrr there were toys all over cuz thats what children do, and living marks everywhere, so i was like fair enough lady *strangling motions*Nah Jokes! hahaha

So I cleaned during all my free time, since there was a wedding reception to be attended on saturday. the woman really annoyed me, she seemed too condescending for my liking. What annoyed me was that she asked what I do all day, and if I was working and if I was bettys sister or the girls cousin. I was like Woman, what the heck does that concern you? you mofo. YEAH EYÞÓR, THATS RIGHT! thats how much I didnt like the woman.

she also requested that the toilet be emptied of its water since it leaks and shes going to fix it and would like for it to be dry. so im like ok. I do it all cuz Im awesome, BUT SHE HASNT EVEN SHOWED, its three o clock and the girls are picked up at 4. hmmm lady, If you dont come today, TO BAD FOR YOU, bastana.


ok so that was a rant..


YG 282,426,610

Big Bang 99,849,842

Those are their Youtube channel upload views!!! AWESOME RIGHT?!? hehe makes me chuckle!

im going to go listen to some big bang to make me happy! aahahahahah korean times is going fun! I am going to have a class with maliana tomorrow!! wahoo! and uhm.......... i better go eat food since im feeling faint hahahaah toolooo sorry doooo

It is done.

IT IS OFFICIAL!!! I HAVE A TICKET TO GERMANY!!! for the 25th of April. my flight is around 14:44. That's a Monday.

ITS BOUGHT! I can nearly not believe it.

as I was sky ping with Mamma and maliana and eyþór for ticket buying purposes, I nearly had a complete keel over.

So Maliana and Eyþór have Icelandic bank accounts, and Credit cards, and it is easy to transfer things. So They were buying my tickets for me. and they were on the websites, and we were all searching for tickets.

As I searched icelandexpress.com I looked at the prices. What i saw was 189.00

in my bank account (at the time) I had 205.000 isk. My eyes were seeing 189.000. I had a complete panic attack, thinking i would be stuck in Iceland and my calculations were HORRIBLY WRONG AND OFF¨¨!

I start to quickly alter my plans, leaving earlier, cutting side trips (to germanland, anywhere in the US), Everything I can! but that didn't seem to change ANYTHING!! HOW COULD I HAVE MADE SUCH A FATAL MISCALCULATION!!??!?

just as I was about to tell everyone everything is off and I was going to off myself in the ocean I notice that the money is in GBP.

My mini heart attack had left me disheveled and laughing like a maniac. I tell everyone of my hilariously silly mistake. and then my body goes into mini shock. I am shaking and panicky hahahahah

so that's my excitement for a lifetime. JOKES!! but yeah, im leaving Iceland.

I haven't told everyone. I've told the Branch President, my visiting teachers (crap, I should tell my home teachers...) and I think that's all...... so I've told Ólafur and Unnur. HAHAHA

Oh Iceland, How I Love thee!

But I think I will be telling people tomorrow¨! because, I posted that I hate packing! AS WELL AS flight planning! gos! I really do. anyways, I posted that and people were like (like minutes later!) Where are you going? are you going places? where are you going places? ( no joke, complete quoting. ok not really, but I'm pretty sure its accurate.)

I think there will be many weddings in Iceland this Year!! unless people are pansy pants. which they might very well be.

But yes. that's all about it from me. Markús is being blessed tomorrow¨! cute kid. and I was invited to the eating!! wahoo! I love food!! ahhahah but only in good company, which hopefully it will be :D

Love from Iceland!

you make me censor myself!

hahaha

This is post number 124! the post that preceded was number 123! hahaha great number, now I need to post 1111 posts for a Real Exciting awesome number!!!




hahahah any whosals!

sooo, TODAY WAS THE DAY I TOLD THE WORK PEOPLE I AM LEAVING!!! the country, they were pleasant! they said oh, you wonderful daughter, going to take care of your mother! ahhaha jokes they were like "do you plan on coming back? no? didnt like it here?" hahahah people are so interesting ahhaha

so I told them may-june some time.. so thats when I leave this countries! oohhh its so boring here, thats my real problem, I cant function, its all a foreign language, Sure I can speak it, but I have to think in order to function in it. It makes my brain go "blerg blerg blerg" and I forget what language I am speaking, cuz I know some tongan and some korean so when I say some words too often I wonder "Am I calling that person a pig???" (poka, poki, puaka HAHAHA)

I think Iceland has been good for me, I left my comfort zone behind a while ago, I speak to strangers and what not, in Icelandic, so I'll have ten billion times more confidence doing it in English methinks.

I havent started reading that book yet, I SUCK! I havent even gone to get the book. I'm gonna have to cram it on a computer.. cookers.

Poor Icelandic, I slaughter it mercilessly, and the more I speak it the lazier I become in pronunciation and what not, I dont like it.

Another problem I have with being here (i think its caused by the language barrier) is I dont have any friends!! in aus I had heaps of friends, and if I was bored, I wouldnt be for long.... and I knew what could be done, and there were always people there to help me if I needed. I dont feel that at all here. Everyone is too busy to do anything, and I suck. HAHA

I realized that the other day, I can't function without family and friends.

The soundtrack of my mind the past few weeks has been

Dysentery Gary- Blink 182 (just the chorus part, where he says life just sucks, I hate you all, Wheres my dog, girls are such a drag, thats not the real order or way of it, but thats how I sing it in my head hahahah)

Losing Hope- Jack Johnson )the my chorus, depending on how im feeling hahaha)

You're Not Alone - Saosin

but these are sprinkled with random hymns hahah the hymns are my favourite!

soooo My plan for this year! this is an outline, I dont do more than outline, cuz that is wasteful methinks. huhuhu ...

Anywhos! my plan for the year. Fly to Canada, maybe visit europe on the way, maybe visit the United States on the way, and uh.. yeah. aww crap, I forgot all those things I was planning on doing. Well I was thinking of going to an immigration judge in the US, to ask for my greencard reinstatment, and then if that doesnt work, to just work a little in Canada and then go to Aus or NZ to do some studying. and uh.. yeah, uhm.. I guess the whole eternal spouse looking thing.. i need to get some priorities hahahaha

im planning on getting my licence while in Iceland, and maybe going to a dentist, and also getting new glasses. im getting blinder ahaha

im trying to cut down on my unhealthy, so for lunch today i made mesalf a cheese sammich, with a couple oranges, I left out the slice of marmor kaka in the middle of the cheese cake. ég var dugletg!! hahaha

I want to be more healthy, so, you know, I wont die and be ill. hahaha and can dance a move and do whatever I want! keke like the Word of Wisdom verses tell us hehehe

Favourite song from the shinee, with english subtitles for all you non koreans!!




VOte for #10 Wow Shawol!!
http://www.youngfreealberta.com/dance

another great video!

Iceland, the Game of life

hahahhahahahhahah ahahahahahhahaha the title makes me laugh cuz its really weird hahahahahha



I really like it here in this very beautiful place, and I think its a place I should be for now, for now.


SO! my plans, for the moment, I am thinking work. but you know, I am a bit... societaly inept so I am not sure how to go about that, I'll figure it out I am sure hahahah But I am officially an Icelander again hahaha and a government lady told me she thought I'd get a job in no time because I speak great icelandic, YaY Me! hmmmmm hmmmhmhm hum+


Maliana is going To Germany tomorrow, and when she gets back from Germany IT WILL BE TIME FOR ME TO NOT BE A VISITOR ANYMORE! hahahah I will have to start lifing. Oh Bother, botherbotherbother.

So in the back of my mind i am thinking I will live/work in Iceland for a time and then go to school in New Zealand and study the anthropology stuffs i have been looking at. I wanna have a chat with Soane's wife, cuz she studied it so she knows stuff, cool beans

Laters YO

p.s. I will try be a wierdo with a camera, but thats just not in my nature, I will try though hahahah

p.p.s. I don't use the internets much these days, like on youtube and viikii(kDORAMA!), so I am pretty good at .......

WoW! this Icelandic water sure does make my old bones feel spry

SOOO i think it has been a very long time since the dawn of time, or my last ... whatever this thing is Called hohoho

And since then I might have turned 21, i might have flown over greenland to get to england, i may have even seen heart shaped red lights in Akureyri, I may have taken a 5 hour drive from akureyri to reykjavik, there may have been a miraculous appearance of Brother and sister Koyle, I may very well have been franticly trying to use the retarded public phones at the raykjavik bus tour station, and then as sister koyle tapped me on the shoulder and asked if i was Maliana's sister I may have almost cried, And at that very same moment the pay phone may have begun to ring.

Who knows what could have happened during all this time that has passed:!ÞÞ!Þ as I search for the question mark key, you may contemplate these possibilities

Hallo Hallo!

WOW I just pushed enter and it posted this thing with no words but a title HuahUaHuaHua~!

So I just spent the past (nearly) month in Canadia with the parents and younger siblings, the month before was spent in North Carolina where I had lots of awesome times and drove a lot in a sweet Ride (huahuahua) with Melisa and Tuimana and Victoria and we went to the beach and on the way toured the ... North Carolina? was that what that ship was called? kekeke Well, it was totally awesome

So now the next upcoming month I am planning on going to spend the summer times in the Iceland that is exploding at the moment. I (or maliana rather wuahahaha) bought my ticket to the Iceland for the ...7th? let me double check that huahuahua okay I fly on the 8th to Gatwick and get there at around 630 sunday morning, then fly at around 11 am to iceland arriving around 1 o clock

Well, the volcano erupted again and grounded all the flights that are flying places near there, so I hope Iceland calms down enough to let me fly there, so I can get there HAHA


So I would like some help dear family of mine. for my future occupation/career I would like to help people, I dont really care for the money aspect of it all, I just want to help people.

So I was wondering what sorts of Occupations came to your minds when you think of .... people... help. Do You understand what I just .. tried to ask? heheheahahha

Since I am not sure What I want to do I was thinking of getting a BA in anthropology either in New Zealand, England or Athabasca (a Canadian distance university thing) I figure that is a good stepping stone to.. helping people

Henry was telling me I should go be some sort of reservation(native lands in north america) person, I am not entirely sure what, but something to do with that.

So lets hear some Ideas ! People! hehehe it would be much appreciated by me, since i am not very good with articulation of thoughts and words and sense making, so my brain has this idea but isnt sure what exactly the idea would equate to in the "real" world that is outside of my head.


Let me give you the backstory of my wishes
the main reason i want to help people is because I read an article about suicide in Korea. The Article said that there is an average of 1000 suicides a month, that is about 36 suicides a day. To me that is just too sad, and most likely could have been prevented. Its such a waste, and for someone to be that sad and low in life is just too much for my soul to let be. So I want to help people. Don't get me wrong, I dont particularly want to save the world(and I am not one of those deluded people that wants to go and save the world), I just want to do something useful with my life, something that has the possibility of Helping people, easing the burdens of other. It is the least I can do with all the blessings i have had in my life


one idea that i was being thrown around in my head is working for the church in some way, that would be interesting

anywho here is a nice video that you think you might now, BUT THERE IS A TWIST! wuahaha

and dont forget to tell me what you think of when you hear help people

But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet; Tread softly because you tread on my dreams

HAHA one day when I have the time of forever, I will read his work Hmmmm interesting irishman.


Plans for MoMo

Stay in Aus for a little yet while longer(few months)and save all the pennies i can (not very likely for me, I suck at the not spending mauhahaha)
and flying (still unsure about errthang) to Iceland for a couple months, might fly through England or Canada(mamma says the one is cheaper than the other, hmmmmmmmmm) most likely Canada. Then do the Maliana Thang, then ... go back to Canada and freeze my butt off AHHHHH! and have my Australia friend for christmas(that is why I was asking the family about the christmas times, it would be super COOOL(but she might go to her cousin mahahah)) Oh when is the family reunion thing hmmmm? that needs to be booked into the plans of momo Get at me family, BYO


i am supposed to go to sleep now