I had a dream that we were on an Adventure, finding our way back to the ones we love, who were waiting for us

Gosh, this is really sad. Poor Korea, I wonder if it will ever be united, That would be pretty Awesome.

Just Felt Like Sharing!

have a nice Day!

p.s. the title is what I wrote when I woke up one morning, I had had an awesome dream and we were on an Adventure, finding our way back to the ones we love, who were waiting for us. It was pretty awesome

Future Occupation

hahahaha I had an interesting dream last night, i can only rmemeber bits and pieces



So in this dream I am a workin lady, and I have a husband and children. At my job place they decide I am going to be transferred, this transfer is a HUGE promotion, and it is to NORTH KOREA! hahahahahahahahahahhah but before I can be transferred fully (my family and everyone) I have to pass their probationary period (the other company that i am being transferred to, i am gonna be like a consultant or sumsing). I am in a meeting with six or seven individuals, men and women, From this North Korean company, and They are testing to see if I am commi enough (HAHAHAH), They decide i would be an asset and so I go to North Korea for six months, working in whatever it is i am working, and They finally decide that I am satisfactory. My family can now move to North Korea and we can live there. So My family is arriving at the airport and as i wait for them to arrive I am in another meeting, it is similar to the one with North Korea, but these are South Koreans, and I'm a SPY!¨!!!!¨¨¨!!! the purpose of me being in North Korea is to spy and figure out something to do with uniting the Peninsula.


BAHAHAHA before you accuse me of watching too much Alias, I think this dream was inspired by a book I am reading called "The Three Day Promise" its a memoir of a Korean Soldier, its really interesting, and yeah, i was reading it before I went to sleep and so I think it seeped into my dream lands


hehehe I enjoyed the Dream very much.

Chakhan Saram

For some reason I really do not enjoy sleep these days. at night anyways HAHA

During my lifetime I've never really had a dream, any dream. I've had many ideas, and thoughts that I found interesting, but I never really had a dream that inspired me to be awesome, and all that I can be (hahahah). I also never realised this, until recently.

sometime during the first days of this year 2010 I aquired a dream. it was rather exciting, and then became frightening. It was exciting because I realised that I'd never had a dream, and then I had one, and Having a Dream is pretty amazing, You feel like NOthing Can get in your Way! and that it will be a pleasure to accomplish! and its all crazy thoughts. But Then It became frightening because I realised i'd never really had a dream before, how can a body live without a purpose (thats how I see dreams) ?? it also became frightening because I never really accomplish things (hahahaha), and I started to think about how it would feel to fail at this dream.. it would be life ending, no joke, For a Slacker as myself, whos never had a dream, now that I have one I must accomplish it, or life would be really... grey, the world would "lose its colour" to quote my favourite Manga (kekeke).

I was watching the olympics yesterday, they are a fun bunch, arent they?? hahaha I was watching the speed skating, and Korea is Freakin Awesome at that! apparently the best male speed skater in the world was one of the korean olympians. the mens 1500 m. was intense! when they were down to the final lap, going round the last bend, THREE KOREANS were in Front!! Two were skating really closely, and the third came up and slid in between the two as they went round the bend. one lost his footing and two fell, IT WAS SUCH A TRAGEDY!!! THEY NEARLY SWEEPED IT! IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO EPIC!! if they hadnt fallen and had actually been able to take Gold Silver and Bronze, Gosh that would have been flipppin Awesome! but the two fell, So they only got gold. SO SAD! not really, but it was exciting! and then mega disapointing... for some reason I am rooting for Korea.. HAHAHA I am an Odd Duck.

Well! tooloo for now, im off to....

I'm Sorry, but I just HAD to! hahahaha

I had a Dream, it was a wonderful dream. Let me tell you about it! (hopefully as accurately as possible, in the dream sense, so it shouldn't make much sense, but it was so awesome HAHA)







I'm at a movie premier, I don't know the place in reality, reminded me of P'boro theatre though. There is a huge line to see some big movie, I am walking around the line looking for someone. The line is outside the theatre (thats how big it is) and I am simultaneously thinking "STUPID PEOPLE! YOU ARE IN MY WAY!" and "where oh where is he?". Im in a fancy purple dress thats all.. hmmm fancy hahaha


dream shift to inside theatre, I found the person I was looking for, and my dream self goes "oh, its Kellan Lutz" because I didnt really know who it was i was looking for (hahahaha).



We are facing each other and holding both hands, in a weird olden days sort of way (we are also dressed in said fashion). I say "this is boring, its too crowded" and he replies "please, its not! i promise" and I say "no, its too crowded" we start pushing out of the crowded movie theatre that looked like peterborough cinemas, me leading the way.



Dream shift to a restaurant with a setting sun, laughter and fun times. Dream shift to something else, we are standing there waiting for something and Kellan Lutz says "We should get married!" and I'm Like "WHAT THE HECK?? No Way" and he's like "Why Not? think about it okay?" and he walks off. I start to think " OH NO! WHAT IF NO ONE WANTS TO MARRY ME!" meaning maybe i should marry him cuz no one else will marry me (HAHAHA I dont think like that in reality, That is Absurd! who wouldnt want to marry me??? HAHA I KID! I mean its an absrud reason for getting married). So after a walk around and some hard core brow furrowing and lip nawing I change my mind and think "We Should Get married!" because of reasons i will not disclose... HAHAH ok, because in my dream I was like- Oh gosh, this sounds so sappy, IT WAS A DREAM OK??? its so sappy its embarissing for my immature mind to think about (in conscienousness HAHA)- but my reasoning was "I Love him, he loves me, We want to spend forever together, and it feels right." So I go off to find him and he says "Too late, I married your best friend Lucy"

I KID I KID! hahahah that would have been hilarious though huh? So in dream reality I just have a smile on my face like "yeah!" and jump in the air with a frozen pose of me doing VICTORY!- hahahah i kid about the frozen pose and victory- Dreamily (magicaly, but since its a dream its dreamily) Everyone know and Bang dream time its about 6 or so months later and the wedding is a day or three away and i am starting to get cold feet and thinking "I cant do this, I cant do this, I cant do this, I cant do this" etc.etc. walking around with a terrified look on my face.

We just had the whatever reharsal (dinner? cuz there was cheersing and blablablaing and Mr. Lutz(groom to be) was speeching to the crowd(seated at table, likea U shape) and we were both standing and linked armed..) and after the final "cheers ok wahoo thats over" I briskly walk out into the hallway and nearly fall over as i hyperventalate and have a panic attack and do the "I cant do this" bit while holding my face as i breathe uncontrollably and slump against the wall. somehow i get to my room area while leaning on the wall and breathing and talking as i have said. the rehearsal was at a hotel and we were staying at the hotel and all the women were in one part and all the men were in another part that was the farthest from the womens quarters(some sort of tradition). Its this circular room with cicular areas that went around the main area, like a flower, but there arent any doors, or doorways, its all very open with drapey material (would make you think of a harum HAHA but it wasnt).

so some grandmother comes over and is like "poor dear, so .." cant put into words. I dont know whos grandmother she was, but she wasnt mine haha I guess that makes her his.

Dream shift to the next day, the wedding day. The grandmother takes me somewhere else in a van(there is a driver, she isnt the one driving). When we get there I jump out in all my wedding regalia and I go to the grandmother and hold her hands in mine saying "thank you So MucH!" near tears because my feet were so cold hahaha and I think she is letting me leave. she says "its ok" and I walk over to the house that we arrived at and walk inside. The grandmother calls out to people and I'm like "I wonder who is here..?" AND KELLAN LUTZ JUMPS OUT! SHE TRICKED ME! hahahahha I kid I kid, Then the Jonas Brothers boys heads pop out the windows and they are like "Hey!!" and im like "wtf(udge)" just kidding, thats what my real brain would thought, my dream brain was like "yay!"

So I gayly (this is the only word I can think of that would describe the way I went inside, the old use of course) go inside and plop myself on the couch expecting to be pampered and loved and allowed to forget all the wedding stuff. Kevin plops on the couch next to me (I KNOW! shockingly I know their names, the Jonas Bros that is.. ) and asks "Why so glum pretty lady?" (I may or may not have added the pretty lady hahahaha) So I go "Well..!" in the most pathetic "have pity and sympathy on me" sort of voice and ramble on about my story of whats happened. Nick was upstairs periodically showing his face from the balcony/banister that was above the living room asking questions and making remarks, Kevin was sitting on the couch next to me going "uh-huh" every now an again, and Joe was in the kitchen making scrambled eggs coming into the living room every now and again with the pan and spatula asking a question or making a remark.

When I finally finish telling the story they start asking me questions in earnest and making me rethink my thoughts, so i start saying "uh-huh" as Kevin and Nick Question me. After a time of doing this I hit my fist to my Hand and say "You're Right! I'm so silly! I have to get back to the Wedding!" and start to worry because I dont know how, but then the Grandmother comes in and is all "Ready to go boys?" and the Jonas Brothers all go "Yeah" as they grab instruments. And I'm Like " WHAT? you Tricked me?? OH Well LETs GO!"


And So Ended my Dream, Me sitting on the The Jonas Brothers couch with them convincing me to marry Kellan Lutz. hahahahahahaha good times


Best dream i ever had, better than the one about Rain HAHAHAHAHAH



I dont REALLY dream about Famous people, my dreams just plaster the famous face to the character. Cuz as Awesome as I'm sure Kellan Lutz is, I don't think he was Actually that person(seeing as I dont actually personally know him so cant say this or that about his personality). Who Knows? BUT the Jonas Brothers Were the Jonas Brothers if you skil hvad eg a vid

Anywho this was something I just HAD to share with the world(rather you guys, but you are my world so it Is the World! hahaha), because it was such an awesome dream hahahah But as I was typing this up I thought maybe I shouldnt post it. Thinking about it, I realised it would be really creepy if some random dreamt about me, its really creepy to have a stranger dream about you.... But then I realised it wasnt actually him.. i... dreamt about, ... I felt.. better about it?


HaHaHa oh well! better out than in! hahahaha

Dreams, Goals and Accomplishment

So I just watched this Korean movie called fly daddy fly, I must say I liked it mucho!! Saying that, I also have to admit that it was somewhat lacking(maybe that was just cuz I watched it on YouTube, I think that means I should buy it WuahAhaha!) But I don't really think it was lacking, I am just saying that because henry and lete are Stupid.. OK so it was lacking, The characters were a bit on the shallow side, and needed more depth to them.; the actuality of what happened is vague and is never said outright, so you have to guess what happened and why shes so traumatized. Me being slow and not quick to assume the worst just cuz what my eyes tell me, might not have put the pieces together if the certain uploader hadn't put in their little synopsis.


Anyway I like the movie, but would have loved it if the Guy(and other characters) had more story, its so Mysterious! anywho


The point, while I was watching this movie I decided something. I've figured out what to do with all my boring time (seeing as I am still waiting for a work permit HEEHEE didn't think this through much did I??? haha live and learn, or get stupid) So I am going to be doing Research! and planning, and All sorts of jazz, and I'm going to try and blog about it, treat the blog like a bit of a journal, because goals not written down are just wishes, and wishes Just aren't good enough for Life!


I have a fear of plans and goals and telling people about my plans. I HATe telling people what my plans are and stuff, I think its some sort of Spastic-psycho-retardation that i have acquired in my many travels (its crazier than just the plans and goals, But I digress). I hate telling people because from my experience Plans AlwaYS Fail(or take longer than planned, which is fail in a way); and the plans that we make are insane like "I'm moving to a country that's language is not English" or "I'm moving to another continent" and the like. So I tell people to give them a heads up so they don't cry too much, but with human beings you have to give them a time frame for some reason, they wont accept a simple "I'm moving", they want DETAILS! and so I give them some, and lo and behold they are flawed. After said details have long passed said people see me and go I thought you were moving..? and so I say oh not yet, and then I become self conscious and think they are judging me thinking to themselves "what a lie kid, just trying to sound awesome, what a lie face" I don't know why I think that, maybe its because I take their tone of voice and sceptical eyes to heart?


Anywho because of this I have no self confidence in Anything I do, and so don't tell anyone because I don't like sceptical eyes, and so It just gets worse because like i said a goal not written down is just a wish and wishes don't get accomplished.


SO (I digressed again haha, only slightly though (is that even possible for me?? haha)) As I watched this movie I got inspired and decided that I would Use my time better, and make plans, and fulfill plans, Irregardless of the sceptical eyes. Easier said than done, ESPEcially for me haha But I will Do My BeSt! FiGhting! hahaha that was a little homage to Asian speak hehehehe



..and so the post became too long and it was evident what was to follow





THE END

(until next time)