Wednesday, December 23, 2009
hahah the world is such a terrible place these days, bad manners and no morals are becoming norm, and they are getting special labels to say that it is in Fact Not their fault. That its genetic, or psychotic, or some other dumb assery, and that they have no control over it.
(sickness death other such big things) but Guess what Bucko! We ALL signed up for this hahahah
Monday, December 7, 2009
I'm at a movie premier, I don't know the place in reality, reminded me of P'boro theatre though. There is a huge line to see some big movie, I am walking around the line looking for someone. The line is outside the theatre (thats how big it is) and I am simultaneously thinking "STUPID PEOPLE! YOU ARE IN MY WAY!" and "where oh where is he?". Im in a fancy purple dress thats all.. hmmm fancy hahaha
dream shift to inside theatre, I found the person I was looking for, and my dream self goes "oh, its Kellan Lutz" because I didnt really know who it was i was looking for (hahahaha).
We are facing each other and holding both hands, in a weird olden days sort of way (we are also dressed in said fashion). I say "this is boring, its too crowded" and he replies "please, its not! i promise" and I say "no, its too crowded" we start pushing out of the crowded movie theatre that looked like peterborough cinemas, me leading the way.
Dream shift to a restaurant with a setting sun, laughter and fun times. Dream shift to something else, we are standing there waiting for something and Kellan Lutz says "We should get married!" and I'm Like "WHAT THE HECK?? No Way" and he's like "Why Not? think about it okay?" and he walks off. I start to think " OH NO! WHAT IF NO ONE WANTS TO MARRY ME!" meaning maybe i should marry him cuz no one else will marry me (HAHAHA I dont think like that in reality, That is Absurd! who wouldnt want to marry me??? HAHA I KID! I mean its an absrud reason for getting married). So after a walk around and some hard core brow furrowing and lip nawing I change my mind and think "We Should Get married!" because of reasons i will not disclose... HAHAH ok, because in my dream I was like- Oh gosh, this sounds so sappy, IT WAS A DREAM OK??? its so sappy its embarissing for my immature mind to think about (in conscienousness HAHA)- but my reasoning was "I Love him, he loves me, We want to spend forever together, and it feels right." So I go off to find him and he says "Too late, I married your best friend Lucy"
I KID I KID! hahahah that would have been hilarious though huh? So in dream reality I just have a smile on my face like "yeah!" and jump in the air with a frozen pose of me doing VICTORY!- hahahah i kid about the frozen pose and victory- Dreamily (magicaly, but since its a dream its dreamily) Everyone know and Bang dream time its about 6 or so months later and the wedding is a day or three away and i am starting to get cold feet and thinking "I cant do this, I cant do this, I cant do this, I cant do this" etc.etc. walking around with a terrified look on my face.
We just had the whatever reharsal (dinner? cuz there was cheersing and blablablaing and Mr. Lutz(groom to be) was speeching to the crowd(seated at table, likea U shape) and we were both standing and linked armed..) and after the final "cheers ok wahoo thats over" I briskly walk out into the hallway and nearly fall over as i hyperventalate and have a panic attack and do the "I cant do this" bit while holding my face as i breathe uncontrollably and slump against the wall. somehow i get to my room area while leaning on the wall and breathing and talking as i have said. the rehearsal was at a hotel and we were staying at the hotel and all the women were in one part and all the men were in another part that was the farthest from the womens quarters(some sort of tradition). Its this circular room with cicular areas that went around the main area, like a flower, but there arent any doors, or doorways, its all very open with drapey material (would make you think of a harum HAHA but it wasnt).
so some grandmother comes over and is like "poor dear, so .." cant put into words. I dont know whos grandmother she was, but she wasnt mine haha I guess that makes her his.
Dream shift to the next day, the wedding day. The grandmother takes me somewhere else in a van(there is a driver, she isnt the one driving). When we get there I jump out in all my wedding regalia and I go to the grandmother and hold her hands in mine saying "thank you So MucH!" near tears because my feet were so cold hahaha and I think she is letting me leave. she says "its ok" and I walk over to the house that we arrived at and walk inside. The grandmother calls out to people and I'm like "I wonder who is here..?" AND KELLAN LUTZ JUMPS OUT! SHE TRICKED ME! hahahahha I kid I kid, Then the Jonas Brothers boys heads pop out the windows and they are like "Hey!!" and im like "wtf(udge)" just kidding, thats what my real brain would thought, my dream brain was like "yay!"
So I gayly (this is the only word I can think of that would describe the way I went inside, the old use of course) go inside and plop myself on the couch expecting to be pampered and loved and allowed to forget all the wedding stuff. Kevin plops on the couch next to me (I KNOW! shockingly I know their names, the Jonas Bros that is.. ) and asks "Why so glum pretty lady?" (I may or may not have added the pretty lady hahahaha) So I go "Well..!" in the most pathetic "have pity and sympathy on me" sort of voice and ramble on about my story of whats happened. Nick was upstairs periodically showing his face from the balcony/banister that was above the living room asking questions and making remarks, Kevin was sitting on the couch next to me going "uh-huh" every now an again, and Joe was in the kitchen making scrambled eggs coming into the living room every now and again with the pan and spatula asking a question or making a remark.
When I finally finish telling the story they start asking me questions in earnest and making me rethink my thoughts, so i start saying "uh-huh" as Kevin and Nick Question me. After a time of doing this I hit my fist to my Hand and say "You're Right! I'm so silly! I have to get back to the Wedding!" and start to worry because I dont know how, but then the Grandmother comes in and is all "Ready to go boys?" and the Jonas Brothers all go "Yeah" as they grab instruments. And I'm Like " WHAT? you Tricked me?? OH Well LETs GO!"
And So Ended my Dream, Me sitting on the The Jonas Brothers couch with them convincing me to marry Kellan Lutz. hahahahahahaha good times
Best dream i ever had, better than the one about Rain HAHAHAHAHAH
I dont REALLY dream about Famous people, my dreams just plaster the famous face to the character. Cuz as Awesome as I'm sure Kellan Lutz is, I don't think he was Actually that person(seeing as I dont actually personally know him so cant say this or that about his personality). Who Knows? BUT the Jonas Brothers Were the Jonas Brothers if you skil hvad eg a vid
Anywho this was something I just HAD to share with the world(rather you guys, but you are my world so it Is the World! hahaha), because it was such an awesome dream hahahah But as I was typing this up I thought maybe I shouldnt post it. Thinking about it, I realised it would be really creepy if some random dreamt about me, its really creepy to have a stranger dream about you.... But then I realised it wasnt actually him.. i... dreamt about, ... I felt.. better about it?
HaHaHa oh well! better out than in! hahahaha
Saturday, November 21, 2009
I like the manga better than the anime! the story is much more awesome, and flows better in my opinion. In the Anime they make Edward a snively nosed snot faced kid! What THe HeCK??? he is so much awesomer than that, so much more.
Anywho, this post is about my outrage at the LANDMARK CINEMA ORGANISATION IN FORT MCMURRAY!
So last Saturday I stopped by the ONLY movie theatre in fort mcmurray to see if they were selling tickets for new moon, Yep, and ON THE 19TH! so great. I am unsure if I should get tickets NOW! or later after consulting my movie companion. I decide later, Why Oh Why?? haha anywho I ask how many tickets they have left for the Thursday and she says a huge number that is probably all of them so I'm like its KO, ill go Monday!
Jolly me, I get sick and am not feeling well so I cant get to the theatre till Wednesday, I drive by TWICE! and neither times is it open. I am frustrated and OutRaGED! I then go on the website to get the number, I call MANY TIMES (at Different times, not one after the other hahaha), but no one answers, I am getting PRETTY pussed (rhymes with must, its a Kiwi word HAHAHA) But my movie buddy calls on her way home from work to see if i got the tickets, I say I tried, but it was closed. She Goes to the movie theatre, its evening, 5:30 ish, ITS STILL CLOSED!
already long story shorter, We didn't get tickets! we went on Thursday to see, and they had a sign on the door saying it was sold out till Saturday! I am like EFF YOU FORT MCMURRAY! I TRIEDDD, and my movie buddy is pretty much the same. so we go in and buy tickets to the Saturday noon ish showing, ITs Cheaper! hahaha
So after the initial realisation (something I was in Denial about, but with two high schools, OF COURSE IT WOULD BE SOLD OUT! hahahaha) I'm like meh I don't care, you can go away New Moon! and Fort McMurray TOO!!!! but really I didn't really care, I was actually planning on sitting this one out, since I am saving money, but you know me I CANT!@ hahahahhaha so I am going TOMORROW! or today, yeah later today because its late in the night, early in the mornin!
So I better get some sleep huh?? so I don't fall asleep during New Moon! but I am sure it will be too awesome for my eyes to close hahahah
P.S. I emailed the movie theatre in bitterness to find out WHEN THEY WERE OPEN! and they are only open in the evenings and weekends, WHADAFADA! That totally sucks, This place is such a butt crack! but its ok, I'll be less inclined to go see movies I guess... TEARS! hahahaha I used to be a movie dork, seeing Whatever LAme movies to my hearts content!!! with my trusty side kicks LEte and Toni! (Formerly Maliana, until she LEFT EY?) and the sometimes visitor Henry, Rarely did he come, unless it was something Awesome like Twilight (LAWL he totally came and raged around with us, what a funny) Anywhoo this place probably doesn't even show Awesome less huge MovieS! ahhh the torture...
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
A few posts ago I mentioned my hair, Mele'Ofa asked how It was when it was straightened, Well here are some pictures
OK so there's enough pictures of me in this post to last a life time, So I will End it
p.s. I think i have pneumonia, I can feel a coldness in my chest. its similar to how a deep laugh feels when it begins, but its a cough, and it doesn't want to come hahaha I am a dramatic hypochondriac after all
Saturday, November 14, 2009
I Love walking, It clears your head as well as your perspective. You see all the wonderful creations of our Heavenly Father and can't help but feel blessed.
If you're still feeling orange, or gray, or white, or pink Than pick up a Book! Any Book! make sure its a good one though, and not a crappy popular one that has no real quality or substance to it. I'd recommend the Book of Mormon, That one gives Much clarity and calm to the troubled mind, Every Time.
When I get a bit crazy from life All I need to do is go for a walk and start reading, It Always makes me feel better. It helps to clear my head and I stop concentrating on myself and start to remember there are other people in this world. Sometimes its good to be simple
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Slowly slowly slowly my mind is solidifying into an Adult, isnt it scary, and such a tragedy!
My plans and future are becoming more interesting and concrete, its rather exciting hmmm
I am gonna start going to the Library a lot, so much so that soon I will have read all the books and seen all the movies and shows, and I'll be on first name basis with the crabby liberry ladies, YEAH! and I was thinking about buying Wellies! but I think I might loose my toes (and feet) if I just bought wellies, and not Proper Snow/winter boots, What do you think? I havent seen snow for near 6 years now so I have no idea. Wellies are Gum Boots, FYI. I've always wanted a pair, but sillily I never Bought one! shocking I know.
HahaHA there is a movie on TCM about bull Fighting in mexico, its Exciting! and there is a guy trying to impress the girl that he (and she) has been brought up to think to marry, but she loves someone else, and the crowd is shouting "GRI-NGO! GRIN-GO! GRI-NGO!" so funny
Anyways, i'm starting to get the inside crazies, so I was thinking of going for a walk, I hope I dont get eaten by a bear... Oh Well!
p.s. WHERE DO YOU GET ALL YOUR PIMPIN pages from? I need to pimp my page, but I am so lazy hahaha
Saturday, October 31, 2009
*LABEL says Peaches and Cream whole kernel corn CANADA FANCY(I cant really see the canada fancy, but thats what it looks like)
WHAT THE HECK IS THAT???
(the can wasnt open, but i forgot to take a picture before i opened it hahaha)
At first I thought my ward was just being a child that mistook something for something else because I didnt look at the picture, I just looked at the label, but then I see the corn and I'm like HUH??? So I'm staring at this no name(thats the store brand, i am quite impressed with it hahaha) can of peaches and cream corns and I wonder if it was a MEGA BOOBOO on the factories part, Mislabeling and what not, because after working in a factory Myself I can see why/how they decided to sell it rather than throw it away (haha done it a few time me/ourselves hahaha, its a mega waste, evenm just the labeling), but then I see the jolly greens corn says peaches and cream TOO! so I start looking all over the veggies for corn that wasnt peaches and cream, and after looking at every canned veggie brand that had a picture of corn on it I grabbed a can of no name peaches and cream corns and asked another shopper if it was corn.
She was an older lady and she looked at me like i was daft as she said "Yes thats corn" then i pointed out the peaches and cream and she said "Oh... uh, its probably because its no name" and to clarify and be able to place blame(on someone other than me huahaha) if it werent corn I asked her if it was Corn for sure and she says "oh yes" and before she can talk anymore i say "okay Thank you!" and walk away as she gives me dirty confused evil confused eyes, because she started to ramble and walk away as she answered with the "oh yes *rambleramble* brand *ramble*"and im like, whata fruity person. I do believe she started rambling because she just looked behind me at the more expensive brands and they ALL said peaches and cream so her theory was Out. I figured she was most likely a Canadian, from her franco englo accent, and since it was a mystery to her I wondered what the heck Kanadiskur were On About!! not knowing they were eating peaches and cream instead of corn.. How is that even possible?? Wierd, boggles my mind.
AFTER some contemplation I wondered if it was maybe a Trick that the franco's play on the non french speakers, and maybe the French label tells the Joke? hahahahahahaha So here is a picture of the one and the other sides.
Now I dont speak ANY french, but doesnt Deux mean two???
If you meet a Canadian ask them if they like their corn to be peaches and cream, and if they look at you with "Stupid American!" eyes then tell them to go look at a can of corn in their SUperMArket!! and LOOK WHOS STUPID THEN! HUH??? hahahaha and mamma have a look at the stores down there, This is a Mystery that I would like to solve! its confusing and strange, makes me think these people might be a bit daft/dim-witted, since they dont notice what they are buying HMMM? Anywho, if you know, or speak french, let me in on the joke! hahaha
p.s. I think its a Great Joke! as if someone got bored one day, and so they started printing the labels like this, and all the other companies joined in not wanting to be different, Or maybe a conformity experiment, or maybe all the Companies wanted to see if people ever looked at the label, GOLLY this is annoying! hahahaha
P.P.s Happy Halloween!!! maybe the corn is dressed up too? hahahahaha
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I Know when I have an issue of addiction. (you may disagree?? hahaha!) How I deal with it is I make sure that its not the only thing that I am doing, I make it into a reward for working Real hard, or something like that (sometimes not so hard cheehee). Maybe thats not a good way of dealing with such a problem but I think it works well with my Korean Drama's, Because I dont see them as bad, as long as I do other things as well, hahaha!
BAck in the days when I was watching Boys Over Flowers(REALLY GOOD I TELL THEE, TEH AWESOME, BeTTER THAN PRINCESS HOURS, WHICH USED TO BE MY FAVOURITE, BUT NOW BOYS OVER FLOWERS IS MY FAVOURITE, which makes me kinda sad because I can't look at Princess Hours the same way anymore... HOLY COW ITS GOOD! I need to buy it, so I can watch it any time every time whenever I Like1!1!!11!) I would wake up anywhere between 4 and 6 am (I am naturally an early waker type, but due to circumstances may sleep till noon if i felt like it ahahaha) to watch it hehehe.
HERE Follows my schedule for days of the BoF:
- Wait for dad to go to work (hehe) Then get up and do morning rituals (teeth clean face wash scripture read pray Shower, what have you).
- Make my way into the kitchen and do dishes and clean the kitchen and what have you.
- Calmly make my way into the living room and tidy up a bit there too.
- Casualy walk over to the laptop and turn it on, going to the kitchen to eat some brekkies while it starts up
- Check Emails and other such internet Jazz
- GO TO THE YOUTUBE AND START UP WHERE I LEFT OFF!!!!!!
The Daily activities would vary, Depending on who'd wake up and how long it would take me to do the different chores I set myself. Sometimes poor mamma would wake up at early hours (or not sleep at all), so she would be on the computer when I woke up, or Henry would come running down the stairs to try beat me to the computer (HAHAHA FAT CHANCE BRO, you shoulda heard the noise he made, GOSH) but he only beat me on days when there were heaps of dishes... (MAYBE HE MADE HEAPS OF DISHES BECAUSE HE REALISED MY SCHEDULE?!?!? SCOUNDRAL! haha just kidding, highly unlikely). So on the days where Someone else was on the computer/got to the computer before me I'd go back upstairs and read a book in The Corner until I was allowed to go on the computer (I'd ALWAYS(is this true mamma? hahahahahha I thought so, but my addict brain might be a liar) Ask mamma if I could use her laptop, not sure if i asked about the computer though).
I put an emphasis on the calm and slow of it all because I felt I needed to give other people in the house a chance to come and take the computer before me, Cuz as they can tell you, THAT WAS ALL I DID THE WHOLE DAY!! ahhahah I also felt guilty; thats why I did the cleaning too, it was more guilt than reward, I Felt I needed to do some mucho labours before I did the sinful thing of watching KDRAMA'S!!!!! I Also Did most anything anyone asked me to because I felt guilty about it hahaha (maybe they will disagree, but to my addict mind I did stop and do anything anyone asked, like the dishes, or sweeping or weeding, or garage cleaning or laundry; Sometimes mamma had chores for us to do, I would pick the hardest ones and if someone needed to do more, I would do more). I did my tasks slowly because I didnt want it to control me hahahaha If someone else got to the computer first, oh well I'd go read a book, Ya Get Me? This is also the schedule I had when I was a Diablo addict, that obsession was much less severe though, I would go eat food when I played diablo hehe. I'm not sure if this is admitting that it Does control me ahhahaha But I refuse to be controlled by Things, Stupid things and peoples! hahaha
Anywho, the point of this thing was That I am watching this one drama (pretty funny hahaha, kinda creepy, hahahah why are asians so liberal with their Thoughts?!?!? hahahha well the Japanese and Korean, I dont know much about the other countries in asia major) called Coffee Prince, its got some Great Music! in my opinion. I only watch it at night, after errbody has gone to bed (meaning their rooms rather than sleep, so around 6/7 haha early early), I grab my Wards(When I say Ward I am reffering to my Charge, the girl I look after haha, not the people I go to church with haha, same as with previous post lol) Laptop and slink off to my room. Before I Jump into my Korean Dreams (HaHaHaHaH) I make sure that I do some reading or writing for an hour, hour and a half. I usualy Read(BOM!) before, because I go into the wee hours of the morning... usualy hahahaha i was gonna say sometimes, but that would have been a deciet! Anywho I read in Icelandic, SUPER AWESOME! but what does Losnir mean? or lostir... Trying to find it but I cant, its Everywhere when I am reading and nowhere when I am finding out what it means hahaha and what chapter are you guys on mamma? hahaha just checkin
On the Other Hand
Monday, October 19, 2009
So funny, the can exploded itself, the ends are both bulbous, and the top that should be inward is outward to the extreme! at least a cm! hahahah funny funny, it made an Paphooom noice when I opened the freezer, lucky it was me and slowly rather than one of the children and fast; tee heehee how to clean...
Saturday, October 17, 2009
STEP Two: Use Patern for Evil, I mean cutting out the needed pieces
Step Three: Pin Pieces together; if you do not have pins than be creative (and districtive if you have delicat material) and Use Safety Pins!!!
SO I am working on this thing for my ward, for her Haloween costume, Its not a required thing, I volunteered since i've got nothin better to do Ya Dig? hahaha anywhos I decided that maybe I'll do a show and tell like Miriam and melisa and MEle'oFA! not maliana though, shes too good to be cool like us Hey?? hahaha chokes, I'm not finished yet and I am not gonna tell what im doing till its done, You might have been able to Guess, Hopefuly not though, I feel slightly ashamed muahahaha but I am working on my seamstress skills so its ok
Anywho, its a saturday afternoon and this is what my Bedroom looks like, I am pretty chuffed about it hahaha I'm such a wierd ie Nerd Kid
Over this past week I have been chatting with Miriam nearly Everyday! its rather fun. In the mornings I hop on the computer and chat away with miriam till its time to pick up my ward from kindy (drop her off at 11:45 and pick her up at 2:30pm). Then I chat with Miriam about the recipe she has just given me for making dinner, ITs SUper Awesome fun, I reccomend you all join me wuahahaha! Anywho, I love doing it, Because Miriam helps me as i make it, Super! I NEVER REALISED that I had a problem like this But I have trouble doing things from Reading instructions alone. It all makes sense now, why I hated doing reports in school, why I hated most types of school work that was solitary or from a text book (unless it was math, I loved math and going ahead, but then the teacher usualy showed us(me specificaly because I was in a lower class but shouldnt have been) once and let us go about our biness).
HaHa! Thats something that has Always bothered me, Becuase I love learning new things, and I love writing, so why did I always have Torturous trouble with reports and such? CAn you say Agony?? thats what they were to me; The teachers always pushed me to do my work and pushed my deadlines to outerspace so I could hand in a paper, they knew i wasnt stupid but they never understood why I wouldn't hand in the papers (which were good, might i brag); In the whole of my school Career There has only been two papers I didnt hand in, One in Hummanities and one in Science, Both because it became summer break and I was too wuss to hand them in hahahah
HaHa this epiphany is terrifying. Becuase of this bother that I just mentioned I've always been scared of doing post-secondary, because I didnt want to waste anybodies money, or time, or anything, Because I knew I would do the same thing, Not Do the coursework= FAIL. Bloody norah, Even though I have now realised and have accepted this I dont know how I can go about fixing it
NOW I KNOw whyI was always in special classes, ever since my schooling began I've been in special classes, Bloody Norah, What a nuisance this thing is, I am going to cry... boohoo
ANYWAY, totally off topic. What I was gonna say is If there are any recipe's you would like me to try for you Pop on the Msn!!! or the facebook, someplace where you can chat with meeeee And we can have a gran ol time ! by the by Miriam, that beef casarole was Deliscious! the meat was alright in the end, very delicious, I didnt even mind the onions, they softened and melded with all the other flavours, ok!
On the other Hand
Have you ever seen the movie Englar Alheimsins? Or Benjamin Dufa? or Noi Albinoi? I havent seen that last one but I am sure its a good movie ahahaha. Thems are Icelander movies and my point or comparison is that They deal with Deep things, things that children wouldnt really understand and thats what i think this movie does; Like, ***SPOILER haha if you intend on seeing the movie and like surprises jump to the next paragraph, okay i dont know if its a spoiler, its more my view of what happens**** At first i thought all the Wild Things represented the People in Max' life, but as the movie progressed it became apparent that the Wild Things were different sides of Max' Personality, accept the buffalo one, I didnt really see him as anything. One of them has Anger issues, one feels Like no one ever listens to him (they dont ) and is always trying to get everyones attention, then there is the misunderstood one, the mean one and the nice one that does nice things for everyone and is never against anyone all quite interesting
It had an Independant filmness to it, OR! have you seen that one movie, I think its called Millions, its an English movie were there is a widowed father and his youngest has a different view of the world, because the mother would tell them stories about the saints (or maybe she prayed with them, all i know is its a bit on the catholic side or summing.. or do other churches have saints too..?) and she died and all he had left of her was the stories, so the saints came and helped him whenever he had a problem or was sad or angry, Good movie, a bit sad, good though.
Anyway, I liked the movie a lot, I loved the book when I was younger. I had so many ideas about how the story went, one of my teachers read it to me in school. When I re-read it a few days ago I was like WHAdaHAdA>?/ my memories were NOTHING like the story! I still prefer my version to the Original and Real one muahaha makes for more entertainment.
End Note, The movie was a bit strange, There wasnt really an "Ah we all learned something!", ***sPOILER in my opinion anyways*** Max doesnt become scolded, and it didnt feel (to me anyways) like he had any realisation moment, no realisation that he shouldnt Explode at people, and bite them when he wants them to heel, or Destroy things when he is mad, then again maybe the idea is that the whole Wild Things island is In his Head, and him seeing what its like when people do what he did makes him realise its not cool, and when he decides to go home He is aknowledging that he was in the wrong? he doesnt say sorry to his mummy or his sister, Anywho I found the ending slightly dissatisfying; In my memory and my story of where the wild things are the Island is REAL!!! its not just in his head...
Anywho I figure the ending is just like the book, Empty threats and the Brat continues to Grow at a Dangerous rate, and will one day destroy society
p.s. it had some great Quotes like theres one something along the lines of "...and we'll build a Machine, that can take our legs off, So we Can Float!" and "Carol, That's Hateful" I was chuckling all through the movie. SIDe note! **SPOILS OF WAR** I think Max is Completely Justified in his destroying of the room, HOw could she betray him like that??? She is a stupid sister, muther effer i was raging at that kid, You never let People Mess with Your younger siblings, Only YOU are allowed to scar them, and it was so dangerous and he was crying! even though he wasnt crying out of pain, STILL GOsh, What the HEck Is wrong with her??? i'll never get over that, Thats something I cant Stand in characters from books/movies/shows An Older sibling that lets their friends Degrade their younger siblings(or family), Its just the worst. I would never let anyone talk about Henry or lete (no one ever knew the older sisters hehe) in any way, I would react as if the person had said something about my momma, I get the crazy eyes and the scary stance and boiling blood, Thems fighting words i tell thee; Everyone knew you dont talk about my family hahaha anyways, its late at the night and this keyboard goes tak tak tak tak tak tak just like a manga muahaha
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
- My hair IS EVERYWHERE.
If I put my hand through my hair three strands will come out, and that can go on for Five brushes (with my hand).
I Think this might be because When I wash my hair I wash it like I am washing a dish rag in a river on a rock, Gotta Scrub Hard to get it Clean! and so all the hair would come out all at one when I showered or washed my hair rather than slowly whenever it feels like.
- There are FLUFFIES IN MY BRUSH.
My brush has a Layer of fluffies in it, WHAT THE HECK IS WITH THAT???
When I washed my hair, like I said I would shake and scrape my head REEEAAl hard to make sure it was a deep clean, none of this sissy nice massaging bussiness. I think that might be why I am not Har Sar (Islensk), thats what my friends in Iceland called it, you can pull my hair and it wont hurt, it would just annoy me, but thats sorta how my whole body is, I dont really feel "Pain" just discomfort or annoyance from something that is bother me, or distracting, or a Shock, like a slap. but I can't really say I've ever felt much physical pain, EXCEPT!! Excercise, like running or sitting on a wall with no chair; lean on a wall and lower yourself into a sitting position, hold for a slow count to ten than slowly raise youself and have a little rest, Repeat Five times GAlly Molly this is murder hahahaha.
Thats just about it, My hair is more Malleable, but my Hair has always been that way. You can only make it do what you want when its Dirty, if its clean it'll pretty much BoiNG right back to its natural crazy and not let you do anything with it, so I can put my hair in an easy pony tail now! hahaha! (My life long dream finally comes True! totally serious)
Something that MIGHT be, but probably not, caused by the no washing: I am Very Shocking, touching electrical ports, light switches, metal, Other People, and what not I get a REAL shock. Your average static shock times by at least 5, it was super funny in calgary because I would go touch lete or henry and they would get Supa Shocked! haahahah But its not cool here, Because at night I have to switch the light off before I go to bed so I try to touch metal before the lightswitch, I get a little tiny shock form the metal, but Then the light still Zaps me, oh bother. I think this might be due to the Way I walk, or the blanket I use, or the clothes I wear or a combination of all of the afore mentioned things.
I am a Super human with the Ability to Shock You all! hahaHaHah Ask lete man, Its Super shocking, or mamma. Its a powerful zap I've got here, It worries me a little because It might effect my nervous system, you know, like I might not be able to feel with my finger tips in a few years if this continues or something, You know how the body runs on tiny Electrical currents and what not? and the Nervous system is a complex web of little electrode feely things.
ANYwho, this is way too long, and I really love Sweeney Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street The Movie, but it is REALLY bloody and gorey, which is something I cant handle haha I wonder why, But I love it none the less. So sad! and crazy! and insane! and the music is SOOO Good, I love singing along with it, I need to buy me the CD, been meaning too since I saw it! I have the Hairspray CD, its Great GOOD MORNING BALTIMOREEEE!!! hahah imagine that being sung REALly off and loud hahahaha, My favourite part in that movie is the march, I nearly cried hahaha great stuff, Good Song too! ok Bye Fo Reos
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Anywho thie Place is Real Nature-y, it Gorgeous, with a river and trees and icelandic weather, its really nice. Aparently there are Bears(black bears), and cyotes(I dont know how to spell that haha) but they say if you see a bear to just walk the other way and it will not maul you, I sure hope they are right.
This is the little thing next to my bed, its messy because thats how I have my things, I make sure that Should I need something, it will be there, the over preparer if ya get me hahaha
and thats the end of my bed, and this story. This is Really Great! so goodnight for now, I'll try be intersting with the fort mcmurrey newsies
P.S. This is Mamma helping me make the shelves SHHHH its a secret, Ok?? and i still havent been able to assess the book storeAge/capacity that they have here, I sure hope they have a book store, otherwise, I will be out of my mind, fo reals
Sunday, September 20, 2009
HaHaHaHaHaHah it makes me chuckle in an uncomfortable and discomfitting way(not really hahaha), but its true. I find its time to leave; Don't Mock ME! (ahaha my battles with inner demons, or outer?? lol what the hang)
So yes, the feelings of restlessness have overcome my sleepy form. Fortunatley (for the time being) I am to be shipped away for a time, It seems to be fate uwahaha.
I think it will be good for me to leave now (LoL) Oh to do mo mo Uhh.. anyway i'm trying to tackle the shake spears at the moment, or maybe the iliad.. I forgot what i was going to say, I just get this feeling...
P.S. I am going to write a novel about my life, it'll be great! but maybe a bit depressing, if you think about it... Its going to be quite acurate, but to inane and shocking to be considered real hahaha what fun
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Anywho I found this entertaining thing that was a psycho thingy magingy <<<<Click iiiitttttt
it's great!!!!!! totally funn!! click it before you read ONN!!
With the Q thing, I got the self centred one, and the next one my pointer is like a cm longer, and the last one was my left thumb woohooo great fun
the site i set it to is the UK one, so just make it quirkology.com its great
without further ado
Saturday, September 12, 2009
So, I have a playlist, I really like it. It's my random listenings/takes me back, Henry said its depresso, and as i listened to it I Realized it was depresso! hahahaah my bad, but (possibly unfortunately) that just Me, thats how I Roooollllll (thats right, all that butter). I got really self conscious about it so I went and edited it, so what you Are or Are Not listening to is my attempt at keying down (is that the saying? hohoho) the deppresso HaHaHaHa good times Ey.
We went to the Shaws house for dinner today, The shaws are the coolest older people I ever did meet in my life! they have grown up kids and lots of grand kids so their house is kitted out to cater. Their downstairs is a friggin awesome playroom/den type thing so its got in one room a pool table and a wii stuffs with a fridge and bar type area (for sodas you naughty people) and the other room has the computer and movie system thing. It's great.
We've been over twice, but this last time the Mrs' were down in Utah so it was us dad and bro shaw, he's so funny and cool. We were all playing pool it was intense, Lete was too tired to play so Henry and Bro Shaw were on a Team and I was the handicap cuz dad was too good if you catch my meaning HAHAHA
Its sooooooo strange, Lete and Henry have a tendency to be good at the same/similar things; But I am no good at whatever they do so I often just watch; then again whatever I do they tend to not get, I don't mind this setup at all its just sometimes it gets lonely being the only rhythmless (I was playing rayman: raving rabbits on the wii and I found out I am totally lost with the rhythm games, I was quite shocked because I never knew there was anything wrong with my sense of rhythm, but it does explain a Lot hahaha) unco one... sad do's But Like I said, I dont mind, its enjoyable to watch/listen; I'm sure on day I'll... fit in... hahaha Or not, its always been my dream to go Hermit in some strange mountains where no one goes and live there peaceably by myself, I Kid thee not, When I was younger, like all through my younger adolescence I dreamed of living up on a mountain with a shot gun and lots of furs in a log cabin with a garden and a stream... Yeah that is weird, that explains a lot too HAHAH
oh wellllllll, For some reason my wiring isnt quite like all the rest, I know lots of people say that, but those people are stupid faces who grew up in the same place all their life so they had a solid continuous "boring" upbringing with their imaginary friends and life long "my grand mammy knew your grand pappy" and stupid imaginations about the world being Something other than what it is... I mean... Maybe I am just like them ingrates? hahaha well, you live and you hopefully learn, That is a bitterness that I need to overcome. Maybe there is nothing different about me, and I just ostracize myself, thats something I ponder often, but somehow I just cant get along with the other kids, I dont like them ~! heheehhahaha Well now this is much more up beat then I intended haha
Thursday, September 10, 2009
today I woke up at a late time and stayed upstairs because Dad was home (hehe) because unfortunately for him he is getting to be an old man, and so much full of aches and pains. Anywho I stayed upstairs reading the book "the secret life of bees",
(as a side note, I dont much like it; its about a girl with an abusive father in the 50's or so, in the south, so its full of derogatory terms and racism. Dont get me wrong, I know there is racism in this world, and I am not one of those peole in denial that try to avoid mentions of it at all cost, but I dont see the point in harping pointlessly on about it, thats like saying "there is a war going on so lets make lots of movies and everything with killing and exploding and bloody guts and death and gore everywhere" But the truth is, there is too much of that going on in real life, so why go on about it in the fantasy world where you can make it however you please, a bit of a sick mind if you ask me. anywho, I've not finished the book yet, so it might still be good, but for the moment, it seems like a bloody boring nucance. I think my biggest problem is the depiction of the abusive father, We only see from this girls point of view and she doesnt think he deserves anything but rotting in Hell, Which I Hate, I hate how people have no ... compassion, they do not allow for understanding, or forgiveness. I absolutley Abhor the idea that people look at things and see the behaviour and label things into Abusive no good fella and what not. There is always a reason why people are the way they are, and people often don't want to know because to know would mean to accept that these are human beings, and so they deserve understanding and compassion, and so forgiveness. I just dont think any of us, irregardless of whats been done to us, has any right to judge another human being; We don't have the compassion or understanding to do so, so we shouldnt, none of us. I really hate this book)
when dad called me down to ask me to drive him to his works office (thats how injured he is, he's thrown out his back or something, so he cant drive, and I had to help him get up, poor dear) so i did that and when we got back I started to make Bread! ahaha Yeah! go Me! and also planning dinner, but then I always murder bread when i knead it so I got Henry to finish making it HahahaHa but yeah, I will make the dinner! hahahah but i just felt like i was productive today. I also drove lete to seminary, bloody nora its cold in the morning, poor lete! anywho, So I am off to start dinner, and then I will maybe do some writing, I have a very important and big project that i am working on, it'll be great. Today vampire diaries is starting so I will be watching that HEEya hahah I'm really interested in that show, I wonder if it will be any good
TOOLOOO for nooooo
Monday, September 7, 2009
Twilighters are stupid, I mean lacking in IQ, no, more like Brain power, or capacity, Maybe they are Just Ninnies?!? well, all of the former
I think they're lines of Reality have blurred with fantasy and fiction, Holey Crackers! Delusional Freaks, Why can't they let people BE?~?!?!?!?
Unfortunatley (for my sanity), I was looking at some fan movie site thing and Gosh those people are spastic. I can see where the Edward/Bella, Oops! I meant Robert Pattinson/Kirsten Stewart rumours came from hehehe. See what I did there? I just did a spastic Twilight fan mistake (no need for concern, I was merely ACTING as a spastic twilight fan, I don't get twilight lines of reality blurred, my reality blurring is much more imaginative and fun). They dont see that the people playing, or acting, in the movie Are indeed PEOPLE and not ficticious Characters from a story or movie, and to imply that they are is to insult them by saying they have no talent as an actor, because that wouldnt be acting, that would be BEing.
Poor Twilight actors, they have Hordes of spastic fans, but not as actors, they are REALLY the twilight characters to them, Freakish wierdies, no they are too dumb to be called wierdies, weirdies are Great!
So yeah, All I saw all over this site was "oooo Jacob lautner! Robert Cullen! Alice! Bella ! !!" (some of these unfortunate performers dont even get their real names in the delusion) And let me tell you, You can't defend this by saying "people just pretend on the internet!!" the only people pretending on the internet are Peadofiles, and they're catchers (FBI and the like). If anything the internet is where People become the most "Real"; they let their minds go and all their inhibitions and what not, They let their Real thoughts be heard because they think no one will ever KNow!
But I know who you are... LETE!!! HAHAHAHAHAH just kidding, letes not a spaz like those .. unmentionables. So anyways, I hate those pretensious psychotic twilight fans who ruin twilight by getting all twilight fans labeled as spazdoe's, as well as just ruining it all in themselves;
To me it is like someone talking about how delicious your favourite food is while doing the most Vile Disgusting thing that you have ever seen or heard (I dont say what the vile thing is because we all have our own viles, Like mine would probably be killing an animal and then skinning and cleaning it and what not while making me watch for some inhumane reason; I faint when being forced to witness such things, cool Huh? I thought so, it was totally cool hahah I had to sit down or fall over hahahah it was Great! anywho.. back to the point).
I feel like I am being one of those lamers from when I was younger that were all "Punker then thou" but I don't really care, if you havent noticed I Don't care at allllllllllllll what people think about my thoughts and self, well Certain peoples opinions matter to me because I trust them not to be stupid and insipid, I trust their brains. I won't mention names, cuz they might be ashamed of my hating huahahah but some how, I dont mind; and I respect (a form of love) them so much that I wouldn't want to taint their names without permission ahhahah
And so, my twilight fans Rant is Ended
DID YOU HEAR?!?!?!?!? THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE NEW MOON STUFFS AT BURGER KING, AND BURGER KING IS GOING TO BE IN THE MOVIE TOO!!!! WAAAAAh Two of the best things!!! I am going to get it ALLLL but I dont know if they have Burger king here, I know its a ludacris Idea, but its very probable. And another thing, The Aus Dollar is 8 cents off the Canadian one, I dont know if the Aus dollar is getting suprisingly good, or if the Canadian is in the Crapper hahaha but its good for ME!!!! wuahahah
last thought, I have been spurd to be a nanny Hmmm, I say spurd because the tax Madur Might Na i mer hahaha shhh dont tell! I am waiting for a working holiday permit. If I nanny for this lady I will move up north to stay with her, and the farther north you go the colder it gets HAHA I need to get me some winter clothes, it feels as though water could freeze at night NOW, so I shudder to think.. Good point: I COULD SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS! oh how I've missed them. I hope they look more like Iceland than Alaska, I dont like the alaskan ones, they are strange
Thursday, September 3, 2009
The room layoutage of the house at the moment is This: Henry has a room, Mum and Dad are in the library/study (a big room), lete has a room(the other big room), and I sleep where ever(usualy in Spare Oom thats currently full of empty boxes and other moving stuffs) while my stuff lives in Lete's room; and then I decided not to go to Olds, that changed the siduashun.
ANYways, So the sorting business, Its really hard because I don't know Where to put stuff, I have Idea's but I need to think Harder to solve the idea's! lol I've sorted my books and DvD's and am about to sort my shoes; My clothes are Nearly sorted, my trinkets are becoming sorted as everything else gets sorted, but while things are still in Sorting its a bit messy. SORRY lete!! hahaha but it will get there one day!
My shoes were really aggravating me because I've got two average sized moving boxes full of shoes and they just spew and squash and go Everywhere! then as I passed the shoe/entry room I saw the filing cabinet in there, and I thought Perfect!!! so I asked mamma if I could have one of the drawers and she said Yesh! so I'm psyched about that, but I need to alter the space to make a shelf in it so that I can Use the space to maximum .. usage.. or potential, Whatevs. I'm so excited! because its the size of a File so my boots will fit in there too woopie, woopie so great.
I'm not going to give any details right now because I took all of your advice and now I write down my plans in little notebooks, which is also great because I have HEAPS of notebooks/pads that I never knew quite what to do with, so I use them as my plans and ideas holders! woohoooo
so yeah THE END
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
hahaha just kidding, I have no idea if I tricked you or not... Anyways, This might be slightly incoherent (when is my writing Not So? huaha) as I am currently inebriated from a night of no sleep, and sometimes when that happens I really do not feel like going to sleep even though I am tired, because ITs like no way dude, so I Usually just shower then go about the day and crash at some point or Other HAHaHa YeaSH!
GOsh! quite destracting me! (yes, I did indeed mean to say Quite, and not quit, it was not at all a slip of the Brain)
So, today I was thinking about Special People. With all the moving, and what not, that we've done There are certain people that stay with you, in your mind, even though perhaps you don't conversate with them any more, or you lost contact (for obvious reasons, the internet wasn't always around, and tele chats across the sea still arent Cheap HMmm) anywho, I just felt like making a list of all the people who stuck in my brain that were Special to me, I bring them out every now and again and it usualy makes me sad because they are not there anymore (physically anywho, which is ..)
So I'll do it chronologically, and that is the only order (eg aetl'a setja eitthvad stjarna vid su sem eru ekki eins spes, thu'ist hahaha)
one more note on my list, I never count family when I talk about People, because I think my family are better than that, sjalfsogd so to speay (goes without saying) and also these people were in the shape/place of Best friend therefore the ones my mem'ry clung to, the ones that stayed in my heart
Little Polynesian boy who was in my class (we had Ramen with Ice, and jumped on the trampoline together, those were some good times), sadly I cant remember his name
and the girl who was his friend
Thats just about it, A lifetime of people right there. the farther back I reach the less they remember, I am but a Memory to these. C'est la vie
by the by if you cant tell, I absolutley L.O.V.E. (Like overly very Eh-much (the - is for helping to understand the pronunciation, mine that is)) exploding dog!!! its just so awesome, I could look at it allllll day!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Anyway I like the movie, but would have loved it if the Guy(and other characters) had more story, its so Mysterious! anywho
The point, while I was watching this movie I decided something. I've figured out what to do with all my boring time (seeing as I am still waiting for a work permit HEEHEE didn't think this through much did I??? haha live and learn, or get stupid) So I am going to be doing Research! and planning, and All sorts of jazz, and I'm going to try and blog about it, treat the blog like a bit of a journal, because goals not written down are just wishes, and wishes Just aren't good enough for Life!
I have a fear of plans and goals and telling people about my plans. I HATe telling people what my plans are and stuff, I think its some sort of Spastic-psycho-retardation that i have acquired in my many travels (its crazier than just the plans and goals, But I digress). I hate telling people because from my experience Plans AlwaYS Fail(or take longer than planned, which is fail in a way); and the plans that we make are insane like "I'm moving to a country that's language is not English" or "I'm moving to another continent" and the like. So I tell people to give them a heads up so they don't cry too much, but with human beings you have to give them a time frame for some reason, they wont accept a simple "I'm moving", they want DETAILS! and so I give them some, and lo and behold they are flawed. After said details have long passed said people see me and go I thought you were moving..? and so I say oh not yet, and then I become self conscious and think they are judging me thinking to themselves "what a lie kid, just trying to sound awesome, what a lie face" I don't know why I think that, maybe its because I take their tone of voice and sceptical eyes to heart?
Anywho because of this I have no self confidence in Anything I do, and so don't tell anyone because I don't like sceptical eyes, and so It just gets worse because like i said a goal not written down is just a wish and wishes don't get accomplished.
SO (I digressed again haha, only slightly though (is that even possible for me?? haha)) As I watched this movie I got inspired and decided that I would Use my time better, and make plans, and fulfill plans, Irregardless of the sceptical eyes. Easier said than done, ESPEcially for me haha But I will Do My BeSt! FiGhting! hahaha that was a little homage to Asian speak hehehehe
..and so the post became too long and it was evident what was to follow
(until next time)
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
SO lots of things have happened since I last blogged propah! (which is back in the Aus land) and so since that time I have traveled the world and the ... one sea.. Or rather Ocean muaha!
So I will talk about that some other time, all those exciting andventures and what not. Good times, good times! Well RIGHT NOW I am in Calgary Canada living it up canadian styles HAha.
SO... uh... I forgot what I was gonna do. MY BAD! hahaha its completely gone from my head... just -bloop- DELETED ... OH I remember now The Pride Cycle~!
Well I'm sure we are all aquanted with the Pride cycle: The Lord makes us to prosper and then we become prosperous and then prideful and then we are humbled and go back to the Lord and be righteous righteous and the prosperous and then the cycle continues!
well you see, I am the opposite. I'm basicaly a sin kid. When Life is good and full of amazing things I am righteous and greatful and righteous and all the good things. But when life loses its lustre and becomes a time when normal righteous people turn to the Lord, I don't, I turn away, or maybe I just dont move; Yeah thats it, not turn away but just stand still; in a dazed confusion wondering whats going on and how it all happened. Maybe that isnt the opposite to normal people but actualy the norm hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Sunday was Supa kood, As you all may have had the lesson in RS was on charity and service and what not. EXactly waht I needed, fascinating how that works huh? ahh, I am 20 Years old, Time to move outtttt hehehehahahahahohohoho
Well you see "normal" people have no right to Judge Me!!! for still living at home with my parents, because If I had moved out at the social norm ages like 17-19 then I would have been left behind, and all alone without a friend in the world. Not really, I would have had friends but no family, and then If I got married there(australia is where I was during those ages) my children would think they didnt have aunts and uncles or cousins or grandparents they would just have a mamma and thats the end of those relatives. And I would never see my family again because when you get married and what not, thats the end of Air travel!! from aus anyways because them tickets be expensive. Well Ok, I am going to go now and go to sleep
MoBo To the RESCUE!!!!