Sunday, August 31, 2008

Cute, in a grubby little gremlin kind of way

So I have won the duel with great slaughter, But I feel no Triumph in my victory. My challenge was not meant for winning but to trick malianamofo into blogging regularly, because I thought her will to obliterate me would overpower her lazy.. or "busy" as she says, and so I have failed and it is no victory at all.

So Anyways, I've always wondered why people always want to travel the world. I think it would be a cool thing to do, but its not like a life goal of mine; and people always want to go to GAY aS Places like North America or Europe, or Australia, its like Whata Fuzz why dont you aspire to something awesome like Asia or south america, places with culture and history; Don't even try and tell me that white people have culture, ahah Ok I am being a silly racist, they do have culture, I just find it so bland and boring, ok so i am being racist again, I just despise the white culture type deals, how they conquered the world and tried to eradicate all but their own, well thats probably what all groups of people do/did but all i see (which isnt much and is very silly of me to base my harsh opinions on, but thats a racist for you) is what the white ones done, hmm anyways its late and im tired so im off to bed to sleep, crap i hate sleeping late


Wednesday, August 27, 2008


So, this blog is going to be my confusion at Guys, I hate guys, they Suck so much, it hurts

Maybe this is just the ranting crazies of a woman scorned, as they say, but I dont think i have ever been fully, full on scorned, just crazies in my head, so yeah crazies in my head. Anywho I shall begin

Guys are so confusing to me. My esperians not very much or good, but im like whatever.

So I am harrassed all the time by guys, Either them or their friends or my friends that they talk to. I hear all the time that this one that one or the other one likes me or thinks im cute or hot or pretty or blablabla, you get me? Over and over I am told so that it gets old and i no longer care or believe (I never believe people when they say stuff like that anyways because I have low self esteem and inferiority complexes galore) them.

Because of this lack of comunicating with me, I figure these guys are all jsut a bunch of jerks who are just teasing me, which is very not nice. i guess thats all I really wanted to say... whats wrong with me? why arent I good enough? in total this has happened to me four times in the past year, true one was me not really interested, okay two, but still! and its not that these guys are jerk faces who should die, (ok maybe two of them are, ok three, but number four is really nice and wonderful, thats what makes me so miserable) either, well im bored, tired and over this, gats ta gets some sleep, nightyo


lol i get so bored with these blogs q:

today was mummys birthday, so i bought her a printer (i think) and tomorrow will get her a harddrive(i think) and because mummy is so nice and caring and not selfish she bought some cake and yummy'ss for her booger face dependants, because she doesnt eat that junk! poor mummy, living with a bunch o selfish bumheads

this dude is funny and i only link it so i can find it again, cuz i sleepy times now nightnight

Monday, August 25, 2008

people say drop it, but if i do what will i hold onto?

So its the middle of the morning and i Am awake, Oh well. All night i have been looking at places To rent, and what not, and its like real bother. So many places and all that jazz, But there are heaps of places that only allow students, this is usualy shared accomodations, but who cares? It makes me want to study again, but not uni, that would cost to much and be abit useless doing it here, I miss learning. HAHa at maliana silly face. I am not dying (at least, thats what tehy tell me! they could be LYING!) just had a something or other, And I was spitting blood the other day! it was real cool, but didnt tell the doctor that, cuz it was nothing. So I'm not dying and im going to work tomorrow to infect the populations of australia(queensland at least) with my illness, those with weaker amunne systems will die, but thats the price you pay with having a week ammune system and living in society. Tara for now... I cant remember what I was gonna say Phoondogs


Sunday, August 24, 2008

Apikotturin thin

im still sick but im getting better. I hate doctors, they make me feel dumb, because im all hypochondriac styles I never go to the doctor, cuz im afraid its just in my head; on those very few occasions i do go to the doctor, the doctor asks me questions and i flownder and cant remember whats wrong or why im there, so then i feel like the doctor thinks ima retard and gget nervous, and in the end the doctor says you've only got this that or the other, not sure how but this might help, or you dont need anything but take some painkillers if you really want to. So I'm never really sick, and nothing is ever wrong, so i dont think a trip to the doctors is ever necessary.. HaHaHa! i just looked up the word hypochondria, and here is the definition:

extreme depression of mind or spirits often centered on imaginary physical ailments

hahaha people dont feel special so they make out that they are ill to get attention, Thats Me!!! but when i am actualy sick i dont like people to care, i prefer that they leave me be to run and jump and exude the fictitious energy i need to burn, being sick means staying home means free time means pretend energy means cant sit still means gotta runa round the house or clean like a nutter; its like Caffiene, i just run myself down more on the pretend enrgy i dont really have and get sicker, never getting better till i die! i mean cant move anymore and so must rest hehe uh oh!

so i just did an all nighter friday to sat watching ugly betty, i love that show, but i hate betty,
Shes so Normal and whingy! I love Henry and mark and christina and .......... the other secretary, shes so crazeh odd. well im getting tired and my throat feels funny, so ima go to seomethng now Toodles!


Friday, August 22, 2008

shad up Ey

HAHAHA I was sick on wednesday from work, then thursday I went to work and felt worse, and nearly went home cuz i felt so terrible, but didnt cuz there were heaps of people off anyways and the work was easy. But I went straight to sleep when i got home that was not fun and when i woke up i just went back to sleep and grumbled as mum asked questions. And so I went to the doctors because I was hocking up blood ey? haha so the doctor says I have a viral infection, flluuu; hehehe what a sucka weakling; hehehaha. and now (BASTARD! this mouse is so sensitive) its 8.30 am saturday, and i've been watching ugly betty all night, chatting with some homies and esses (LOLERSkates) since about... 11 pm, hahaha I just wanted to know what it was that everyone was meaning when they said UgLY beTTy!!! after a few moments of looking at me and trying to figure out who i remind them of. So I'm like SCrreW You BaSTARsDS@!! At first I thought betty was coo, but then the show progresed and she a dumb face, they all silly. I think my favourite is the scot, and the little boy. Well now, I am going to concentrate on something or other.... .... BYo

im tired hehehe


p.s. HAHAHA at the Boylesque HAAHHA and Henry is my favourite character, Henry and the scot, and thats why i hate .. I mean dont like Betty HahaHa poor Super Accountant, I'd love a nerdikins like himm!!!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

I can't see it

I can't see it. Can you see it? If you say Yes I can, I won't believe you, You're just a liar, what do you say when you are facing the other way? I can't believe you, I won't. I know it's terrible, I'm sure its my fault.. but I don't know why.. I will never know the truth, I can't trust you, your words. Who will tell the truth? He would.. But I can't ask him, I'm afraid of the truth, I dont want to know, because i feel i already do.. no matter what the truth, I'll only believe my own mind, irregardless of how warped it is, poor momo, can't love me..


I could blame someone else, but it really is my own fault, cowardice is a terrible thing, the worst in my mind, and what i suffer from. I smile because i cant find a reason not to

but in reality i dont like to cry in front of anyone, i smile so they dont ask questions.. questions call for answers, answers always bring tears


Sunday, August 17, 2008

hahaha henry is funny, he kept wanting pictures taken of himself so i decided to record him waiting for apicture to be taken, the poser

and this is lete skipping, she failed, a few times and i got bored of the failing hahahaha

i did some skipping too, and henry, but i was too cool for uploading HAHA I was just a bit bored on a sunday, wanting to go for a walk but no one would accompany me... I'm sad again. I am not happy


Thursday, August 14, 2008

flashing -lights

I dislike Kanye West Right? but I love this song of his, flashing lights, messed up video but interesting song, i think it might just be the orchestra noise i like, but oh well.

OH CRAP, I have to finish Wild Swans by tomorrow and I still have HEAPS to finish! or maybe i can read it this weekend.. Crapcrapcrap, everything sucks, ugh, i hate my life, everything sucks all the time, Poop. have to do m y tax, have to do my stupid lesson, i hate everything, all the time, alll the time but really im probably just a bit sick (look at the picture and see if you can Guess Waht kind of Sick bahahaha :P) DIE YOU! haha funny picture diee.... cry

hahhaha chattin wid da loostar, She make me feel better hahahah I go shopping! poke tongue


Wednesday, August 13, 2008

And then this old guy, Right?

HElloHello my Little blogspot. How are things????? HAHA I ask a website how it is going blahaha how silly. Well it is nealry 2.15 am in the morning, and i got home a few ticks ago, ok maybe a while ago and i was just being an internet nerd. Anywho, I was gonna shower and sleep because I need both, but found the blogspot and COULDNT HELP MYSELF, now that I am here typing, with all the funny little retard events of the day fresh in my head, haha, I feel the need, strike that -Want, to continue. and so i shall

Last night I got home at some time and went straight to bed, in my clothes and everything, well I went to my room and laid down for a few ticks (and as the story goes i fell asleep, but let me continue). I started to text JayJay to say thanks and goodnight and hope he didnt die on the way home (cuz its late and dark and tired). I didnt think i was tired but next thing I know im waking up and its 4 in the morning and i didnt finish the text message, I laugh at my face and finish it then send it hahahah insane, i know, but that just how i Rolll (ok I just nearly got completley derailed by looking for a thats just how i roll picture, so I dont think ill do that anymore.. HAHA(OK so I just got derailed by music, I'll stop that now too.. HAHAHA)) so where was i.... ah yes. Moments later I wake up at 10 to my phone alarm, moment by aiden haha I let that snooze itself(much to lete's annoyance muahahaha) like Four times, actualy five, and on the fifth time I hear a knock at the door and hear Sister Woods Voice(my driving lesson instructer person) I fall off my bed (sem er i alvoruni bara sofi BAHAHA poor momo) luckily I fell asleep in my clothes so I jump up and put some shoes on and walk out the door HAHAHA only remembering its ekka holiday cuz lete gets up same time i do, so the bums are home mehe.

After a terrible driving lesson cuz I was disturbingly tired for a very mysterious reason that will never be known irregardless of how much people pay to research the reason for ... my odd sleepy.

So when I get home I'm thinking henry the fofo didnt even run this morning; as I was contemplating raising the topic of henry not running and that, just because he didnt have seminary doesnt mean he can not run(put a long pause between the can and not) HE says "Dawg didnt even run this morning (something like henry talk, I cant quite remember)!" and I exclaim You didnt even Wake Me! and he replys I tried and you wouldnt wake up. So I stop and think HOLY CRAP I DONT ReMEMBER, thats never happened to me before, someone trying to wake me and failing, (if you've "failed" it means I was pretending not to be awake) I always remember my wakings, I was completley mind blown.

And thats the end of that story, After the mind blowing my memory is shot- So dont ask anymore HAHAHAH jsut kidding, ask all you like I care not

In the four AM txt I said somehting like hope you got home safe ... more words cuz I am long lettered hahaha... and can I have a hug tomorrow. he didnt mention anything about it all day and just as I was about to get out of the car, (cuz he drives me home cuz he's nice, believe me people he isnt double agenda'd or minded or whatever the word is, I so Wish he was HAHA CHOKES eY! but really.. UH Anyways, HAHA) he says Didnt you want a Hug, and I go Aww Yes! so I get a hug and walk to the door chuffed as a dude playing his lost air maracas that he just found

thats all I really wanted to say ha ha ha is funnyoso you should add the star signs just for fun Maliana and MeleOfa, on that pretend quiz your making, but really you just wanted to know all my secrets so that you could kill me and take over my life cuz its so amazing

tooloo I go to shower sleep and then hopefully wake up on time to go to work darn it!


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

So, I'm like, on the bus right?

OH CRAP, I am in a free time moment where I have nothing to do, So I decided to come and write a blogspot entry, and I had all these interesting things that I was thinking about yesterday, last night, just a few seconds ago before I started typing, today, and its all just blithereyd away so... this is kinda..... uh.... OH WAIT, I'll recount the events of yesterday, some of them anyways.

Yesterday while I was on my way to work I got a text message, and that text message was from Henry. HE text me asking if id get him a Guitar (an electric one) and i asked why, whats he gone do for it, and he replied that he would run with me everyday for the rest of this year after seminary. I said OK, cuz my lazy bum siblings never want to do things like that with me. I myself did not have faith in my little bro, cuz he a bum hahahahah but then this morning just after seven (I got home from work at about... 3 ish? HAHA) henry comes into my room where lete is already being loud and getting stuff and words thrown at her, and starts saying COMe on Melanie LEts Get Ta Runnin! and I wrap the blanket around me some more cuz its really cold in the house, especialy my room, and say no I sleep. hahahaha! after a few more failed attempts to get me out of bed, Henry says oh whats this a message on your phone?? and Im like NO you liar, and then he says, oh its from Who? JayJay?? and I'm like You Lie! but he insists and says here I'll read it to you, by this time im quite awake and realise they wont leave me alone, so I start to get up and henry and lete both laugh at me cuz they think thats why I got up, but just to make sure I check my phone hahahahah and it was a lie! am I so SeeThrough???????????? thats why i sorta was unsure if it was a lie or not, cuz why would henry say JayJay? I must be transparent......... .. .. .. . . .. . . . . . .. . . . .. .; . .. . .; ;' '/ /;.. ,, l ;' /

Anyways time is getting on, and I always miss my busses, luckily JayJay picks me up on those days HAHAHAHAHA cuz He's nice, and silly, and odd, and CONFUSING and agrovation argh... hahaha linked hahahaha anywho, I'll write a blog about JayJay some other time... Maybe... hahah oh yeah, mamma doesnt know about the buss missing and jayjay Picking, But I dont Ask! he Asks! so im like Shweet! dont get any twisted ideas people, He is completely not like that, I'm the one thats like that HAHAHAHA nah, sall good, we friends, understand blablabla grr (mehehe)

BAR! makes 1 atmosphere on anything it rests on, CRAP I MISSED MY FIRST BUS! ><
Dumb JayJay! makes me miss my bus! hahahahah im just kidding jayjay, if you ever have the misfortune of finding this blog HAHAHA


Sunday, August 10, 2008

eeeee ooooooo eeeegh ooooo eeee

thats Right, me feigning DEATH, by MALIANA, So yeah, ims a ... TERRIBLY not well, I wonder if i shoulod shock my mommy with things i would never tell her, nothing BAD, just... uhm, oh things im , dunno, things i would like her to know but cant tell her for some reason or other..- WEll thats enough of that train of thought.

So, I'm reading this book called Wild Swan by Jung Chang, its a book about her grandmother, mother, and self, which takes you through the recentish history of china, from kuomintang days to the present commi ones, concubines and foot binding traditions and commi brainwashing, its Quite fascinating and revolting and shocking and insane. Another book I started to read was the boy called it, i got about half way though the book and didnt want it anymore, I feel no need to read about the disgusting acts of human beings, I know the world is a bad place so im not going to finish it.

would you like to know a secret???? if i tell you, you cant tell anyone, its a very sad thing, and cant really be helped, well maybe it could, and now your all (if anyone at all reads this mehe) thinking the worst things ever, well your WRONG haha poo heads, anyways maybe next time hm? hahaha :P


p.s. Maliana your kablowy was a not vere goo, HAHA how do you do your magical picture clicking?? ITS SO MAGICAL, and where do you get you pictures? mehehemahahaha

p.p.a. hahah i mean s.

I'm a floundering, Dont Leave me! stttaaaaayyy wiiiithhhh meeee cigarettes and open air hand in hand so i say Sttaaaaaayyy wiiiithhhh meeee,
but we dont smoke hahahahahah :( blahahaha

ppps oopsie daisy's! I didnt know the posts were supposed to be awesome.. HAHAH I will lose than, NO! I will make it better, SALApu Miriam!!! hahahaha shhhshshhshhshhshshhsh ala lala la

Saturday, August 2, 2008

The BAttle Begins

The weather today was TERRIBLY awsome, I hung out the washing as mamma washed, and it was just the right temperature outside, wonderful! then i backed the van into the driveway, like a pro (on hash HARHARHAR).

A few nights ago as i was walking out from work a chilly wind was blowing, and was cutting all who dared to brave it to the bone. A couple nights after said wind was cutting everyone up(last night... friday night) another wind was blowing, but this wind, it was terribly forboding... (SHADAP about my spelling Eh??) it was the ushering in of summertime, sure spring is supposed to come first... but this place is a back ward so it does its own thang irregardless of everythang else. This wind was warm, felt like we were in a desert and the wind was blowing... But it was night time and the night before we were all being frozen by the other wind that blew, and the beautiful day today, with the larverly warmth, I knew summer was coming. I didnt think i could handle another australian summer, but today... I knew I was HAHAHAHA

This blogy is still confusing to me, I dun undastand it! whats the friends and the clicky pictures?!?!? oh well

Friday night after work I went to a chinese resaurant with my friend JayJay, he's a boy. It was fun, we ate with chopsticks and neither of us really knew what we were eating hahah, and there was this one thing that was a bit smaller than my fist, it was white and looked like some sort of
i dont know what, and we weren't sure if we were supposed to eat it with the chopsticks or what, so finaly JayJay decides to stab it with his chopsticks hahahah it was very entertaining and filling! anywhoays its real late and im tired and have to wake up early and go to church tomorrow, so kidays foa NoW!

hahaha ask henry about the boy who owes his life to WoW LoLoL


(maliana, prepare to be obliterated, into Song! ... {: )