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Please eat well and live well, that's what that means (I think its a bit more like DO rather than Please), apparently its something you say to someone you never wish to see again! hahaha isnt it great!? Those Koreans, their language doesn't have bad words, just rude/impoliteness >.< haha I Love it.

So anyways, while I'm here, let me tell you something, completely unrelated, it just happened. L was here a moment ago rolling on the floor laughing, I thought she was laughing because of my reaction to her threatening to cut my big bang pillow that she gave me for christmas-

(I told her to read this article, but she thinks im boring so she doesnt do anything I say, so I told her I would hide her ipad then, since she thinks im boring she doesnt listen to what I say, so she didnt hear that. about an hour later she is walking around looking for something, because I am the awesomest liar/actor I pretended not to know what she was looking for. after a futile while, since i am also an awesome hider, she then asks "have you seen my ipad?" after a few moments silence I burst out with "I TOLD YOU I WOULD HIDE IT!! :O!" and she starts swearing at me in korean, and i am just laughing, then she grabs my pillow and starts to undress it!!! [take the case off] and Im like "I CANT HEAR OR SEE YOU!"!"!" [thats how I dealt with H and L when we were all younger, they tended to not punch me when I did that, and their scary antics(knife/fire wielding) that were empty threats didnt scare me, because with me its the seeing is whats scary, not the actual thing XD]. she leaves the room and I bellow about how I wIll not .. err.. Barter with terrorists!! and how i know her threats arent empty! she just needs to read the article. and then I mumble under my breath about an incident that happened when I was about 14/15. I was reading harry potter when it wasn't my turn, it was M's turn, but i had secretly acquired it before her. When she found out she was outraged. I barricaded myself in my room(it was a sunday.. :O ) so L and M were trying to get into the room, but since I was always freakishly strong[and they were younger/sickly XP] they had no such luck. They finally go quiet and I assume they've given up; I sit in the way of the door just in case, but read on comfortably. A little while later they push the door open and fling pieces of paper into the room, they aren't trying to get in, they are just flinging these crumpled cards at me. At first I scoff at their lame attack, Until I see what it is they are throwing ...
(")(ㅜ_ㅜ)(") they were throwing crumpled cards... from my... monopoly game... (")(ㅜ_ㅜ)(") Have you ever watched an anime[usually a funny one] where one of the characters is totally shot down/belittled/made redundant? and his soul leaves him[it's usually a guy], That was me. It's one of my more distressing memories, its really funny now (I'm not laughing) but I was totally out of my mind. haha I might have freaked out, like i doid, but my soul was gone, so I gave the book(I had like four pages left..) over and cried(without tears) alone as I shouted "LEAVE ME!" and hugged my monopoly to me.. I'm sure I went and winged to mamma some time later when my soul came back.. I am sure I am telling it wrong, but thats how i remember it)

-She kept making movements towards it and I would go "ACHK" but then she just started rolling around on the floor laughing uncontrollable, I was like "Bro, I know I make weird sounds, but it wasn't that funny.." after about 10-15 minutes she finally gets a few words out, and she was laughing about THE INCIDENT OF ENGLAND!!! (thats where it happened) This reaction was like ten minutes after I had mentioned it,(that's how long it took her to realize/recall what i was talking about i guess) and I hadn't thought she heard OR listened so I was like '.. "-_- ' and my soul nearly left me again, but then she began to tell the tale of how it happened!! I was just.. Poor OCD younger melanie... I still don't get it, To my OCD brain it was a really cruel thing to do, I told mum about it a little while ago and she was like "What???" cuz she thought it was mean too! hahaha It's something thats stuck in my memory, It's not like i need to/can get over it, it's not something to get over, its just something that happened, and will stay with me forever HAHAHA I feel so.. crazy.. But I know I am ~_- so its ok right? :D

Anyways, Here is a really great song, by one of my favouritest groups! Epik High! (BigBang is number #1~! Epik High is number #2.9.. i want to say 1.5.. but they all just look wrong, Epik High is like Barely not #1, but BigBang is Completely #1....~.~)

I think one of our purposes in Life is to find our "reason to live", at least mine. Not that I am obsessed or anything, its just the way I feel.






p.s. sorrry if i ruined Bleach kekeke, I sure did for me :O

Anyway, What's Wrong with having an Unrealistic Dream?

Here are some Great Quotes! from Mischievous kiss! (a Korean Drama! keke)

"A dream is just a Dream, be yourself"

"Well, as for dreams, the harder to achieve makes it all the more meaningful, right?"

I Love Korean Dramas! there is so much awesomeness about them! my favourites are the hilarious things that come out of their mouths! hahaha they make me laugh so much! wahooo. Same with Anime's, but they are not so awesome full, they are more scary full and "can't look away from the disturbing image" full

http://www.astronomy-chat.net/ OMO! ITS A REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL

REAL NERD GEEK SITE! the kind that only make sense to itself!

Apparently astronomers are soup luv, no i mean super nerds! hahaha they all discuss the stars and the sky and the countries that have cool things like lights out for an hour (apparently Iceland did this in 2007 for an hour). I am so envious of such weirdies who have fellow weirdies to discuss nerdness with!

I'm kind of like the pilot in the little prince, I show people a little bit of what I am really about, and depending on their answer I become an adult or a REALLY COOL ME!!!

Today I went to the cemetery! the one located by the pearl, its really nice, one of my favourites in the world! Karl (mamma's Bro) was buried there, along with their younger brother Hörður Karl Levi Karlsson. I went to make it look a little nicer (because it was like a wild bush land), I was very not prepared to do any real work, but I did my best with what I had (my hands keke) so now my hands feel very used! and blistered, it's Great! feels like i did some Real work! keke my hands are so rough keke

So I ripped all the extra branches off, I hope the bush doesnt die of shock, I hope the bush doesnt hate me now. I made a friend while i was there, it was a bird! it likes all the tiny bugs that were being unearthed by me, it was fun!

Anywhos, here's an awesome ender!

"I accepted the lunchbox in fear"

Make your life interesting. Be Happy and make others happy

I really like this song! and its even awesome acoustic! The weather is bright and warm, it was rainy and windy the beginning of the week but it is warm and bright now!!



HEY I went to Leipzig some months ago! and there were some pictures taken. I had my 22nd Birthday there! keke I sure am getting up that number ladder known as age! keke

http://www.flickr.com/photos/62451684@N02/

Phobia Contd.

Haphephobia: A morbid fear of being touched.

I am a bit of haphephobe, I dont like people touching me, and if they do I stare at the spot they touched (say, my arm) and then back at them, with a look of " WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE" on my face. But its more when someone intentionally touches me rather than a huge crowd, or a mosh pit. like when people hug me (aside from family), i am very awkward about that and often wonder why the person felt they could hug me hahahaha If I'm not careful about this, I'll become a FULL ON uhh.. recluse? and all that jazz

have a good banana Recipe?