AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH YOU KILLED MY INTERNETS!@!!
So Yesterday Mamma and Henry and Lete flew to IN Zid for some good ol times, then Tonga said no, so the good ol Times continue over thur at In Vid
SO I am totaly feeling the pull of adulthood; after this stint call me child No More!!
Its strange, All growd up, with the house empty, Making my own food, locking the door, turning the light on, turning the lights off, cleaning things, having things stay clean; I should start cleaning hardcore, then the house will be all clean and it will be strange. I can get why single people eat take out and so forth, Food goes off if you dont eat it!! and its no fun cooking (or eating) on your own. The eating part is from experience, My friend and I always share our food at work, and its AWESOME, but when she isnt there I dont feel like eating, beccause there is no one to eat with, so there will always be left overs and thats a waste. Then I have this list of things to do, (I better Do THem!!! hahah mah Bad!) and places to go, its all very busy and exciting, Makes me think more, cuz I dont have mamma to rely on reminding me, I feel more responsible for everything. Before I didnt really care because stuff didnt matter, but now I am alone and I have to do it or there will be (possibly Dire) consequences, and only me to blame; So as I go through the day I think "is there something I need to do?" or "this this than this if there is time" its really quite fascinating, being responsible. But such things make a mature mind, mature minds make adult thinking, adult thinking makes BORING MOMO; being careless is fun and easy. Being responsible just pushes on the brain, the necesity of the situation is REALLy supressing on my brain. I dont want to say suffocating because thats a bad thing, but its like someone has a bag of air and they are smothering a part of my brain, and the brain is fighting hard, so the person with the air bag is struggling; but there is no death, its just something that has to be done, its not a bad thing, Its just the way it is, and thats just the imagery my brain keeps watching over and over, or maybe just continuously.
I'm getting nervous about leaving, I'm abig kid now, So I'll need to get a job and place to abode. Its the REAL unknown; we've moved a lot, into many unknowns but Someone was always there, going to take care of me, now I have to take care of me.. its Daunting. Alas, so is life, now I will get to see what it is that all there homeless people keep complaining about TOOLOO
awesomest ever in the life of me, WOO
I'mm too Shy Too Shy!
P.S. I've been on the YouTube watching some awesome songs, FROM NEW ZEALAND no less. It's been decided that New Zealand makes the Best music in the world, truly, I kid thee not, Of course I am bias, but Nobody cares, its still the fact of the truth.
Another thing thats been decided: BUY LOTS OF CD'S IN IN ZID