Go To the Dentist, have all teeth removed. I mean fixed...
Reset License
Get a job
Buy Justin Bieber Toothbrush
organize things
be more independent hohooohohoho
Just so i dont forget, i tend to, for years sometimes :D number one is the only one thats in any sort of order, all the rest are just things i will forget, but this is a really great song, i especially love the 15 second bass solo. omo so awesome, well... im not a musically inclined person, so.... thats what ima call it!
There was once a girl, her name was Aya Kito, she was diagnosed with spinocerebellar degeneration at around 15, meaning the part of her nervous system(brain?) that controls movement was damaged, and getting worse, because of a neurological disease.
You may know this sort of disease, where the persons body fails them but their mind functions quite the same, basically imprisoning the person in their own body.
So anyways, this girl wrote in her diary, at first for the doctors to monitor her degeneration (they asked her to write about how she was feeling, if it was harder to do something, or falling over, that sort of stuff[maybe i am making that up, since i saw it in the drama...]), but then it became her only outlet as the disease took over her body. She wrote until she could no longer hold a writing implement.
The Diary was published in japan when she was about 23, two years before her death. I believe it is called "One Litre of Tears". I don't think it was majorly popular in english since i cant seem to find it, but it does exist. (I have read that there were 48 notebooks/diaries in all that she wrote in, so obviously the published one isnt all of it)
Because there are awesome people in the world who have the capabilities and willingness to share awesome stuff, and feel the need to share with as many people as possible, I have been able to find translations of the book online, fragments by different people, but one person felt like combining all the things in one place!!
So its obviously very sad, since she is very young, but its also quite amazing, and makes you appreciate what you have, what we consider simple things, like walking, or choosing to lie down on the ground and looking up at the blue sky rather than falling.
This is one book that I would LOVE to add to my library. it would be a rare wonderful treasure!! there has been a movie and a drama made out of her life, but they take liberties and its not as interesting as the actual book, since they make it more dramatically wrenching, but since it didnt actually happen that way its less interesting to me (Like the drama throws in that she played basketball, and was in love with the lead guy in the guys basketball team before she was diagnosed, but aya kito was actually uncoordinated in her younger years, so she didnt play basketball[or any sport], but she does mention it, so maybe thats why they added it in the drama...)
Anywhos, I just felt like sharing that, since i love sharing good stuff, and wanted a place to store the information hehehe
so i have a really terrible imagination, ok I have no imagination. Really. Its kinda shocking, and sad, and I really understand people who are of the same way. hhahahaha
so when i read books all the authors carefully thought out descriptions of characters and places and things, they are wasted on me. i try really hard to put all these different things together, but in the end i give up and use someone/something i have seen before (or used before hohoho). So, a lot of characters look the same in my head, kinda like how all the stuff in a lot of kpop videos are recycled hahahahaha
I don't know why, but i really just can not see things that my eyes havent seen before. so often its like "does not compute- does not compute-" with my arms and heads twitching, thats right, my multiple heads appear and twitch.
Even with houses, or paintings, or rooms, you can say "wouldnt it be great with this colour?" and in my head I just flicked through all my memories to find what i think it might look like and say "Yeah!..." or "Naahh.." and then change the subject since i dont know whats going on. especially colours. bing has really saved my brain, because there are so many colours where i just decided on what they sound like they would look like, but then i go bing it and find its much uglier, and differenter than i thought. hohoho
Just thought I should share that, so you dont ask my opinion, I can only see what I've seen, everything else not so much hohoho maybe if i try harder, but i am afraid of exploding my brain, i have tried to force images before, and it was just ugly, so I made it look like an old character i'd used before hahaha
so something awesome, when movies come out i am like "THAT DOES NOT EVEN*quickly goes and reads description*oh yeah, that looks exactly like the person..." making an "I hope no one caught on to my crazy... keke" look.
now this may sound sad or something, but it makes life interesting for sure, cuz when i find out what things are for reals, I am like WOW! THATS COOL! kekeke
Its DECEMBER! that is just wild. Christmas time is a comin! this is my favourite version of this song so far, i really like it hohoho
this ones gonna be big long and ugly, at first i felt better letting all my negative feelings about the book out, but then when i got to the more important reasons why i didnt like it i was reminded of how these books really weigh on my soul. I dont know why they bother me so much.. its disconcerting and i really wish I had never read these books.
so as some people may know, I have been reading the hunger games, the fanatical books that are being made into a movie. I had no intention of reading them since I had heard such horrible things about them, but after a few people told me i should give it a go, I trusted their judgment in a moment of insanity and I figured why not? so I got my hands on a set and I read them like a crazy, the way I do with any good story/book, but after finishing them I realized I wish I had not listened to those people who told me to give it a go.
my soul feels burdened by these books, I dont know why but it feels like these books have left a scarring mark on my soul. I don't understand it and I don't know why, it just makes me feel so heavy, low.
This is the song I listened to while reading these books, because it made me think of katniss and peeta
I really love this song, and peeta was my favourite guy, along with cinna
Onto the books!
this trilogy is way too "dragging of my soul into the depths of misery". I've gotta say, hunger games was a good one, and i enjoyed it (but it was still way too disturbing for me, i nearly put it down a few time because I am a soft soul... keke), but the other two books, through the first half of both i was like "WILL THIS NEVER END?!?!?!?" because it was way too boring for my whateveryouwanttocallit brain.
I feel inclined to say that I think the author did a super job in the writing department. Everything came together in the end into a nice little intricate origami piece that looked a bit crazy while it was happening, but in the end you see that its just a box, a perfect little box with all the edges folded in so you cant see any lines, except one.
Thess next bits are spoilers, sort of, but i think they are more warnings so you dont expect something that is never coming. I will make a wiggly line~~~ when the spoilers are done
I have one issue with the way the story plays out. CINNA, HELLO, that I think was a major failing, we learn absolutely nothing about him. I think everyone who reads the book should know before hand, so that they can avoid the disappointment and false hope, that you will learn nothing about cinna, except that he is a superb fashion designer and seems to grow to care for katnip. an Absolute let down considering he's one of the awesome characters. LAMELAMELAME(when you write it like that it looks a bit like my name hohoho)
I don't know, maybe I missed the super awesome tomes and chapters about him while in a sleepless stupor, but I do not recall ever reading where he came from, and why he wanted 12 and what the everything was behind the everything he did, or is the author implying he was just a shallow guy who wanted to make an awesome dint in history with his mad skills, who then came to realise that the tributes they sent into the arenas weren't just faceless creatures, but in fact were just children, terrified children who had no rights to live.
Maybe this is where she decided to leave the mystery and imagination spot, cuz in a lot of books i've read there are things that you can always wonder about, and if you look hard enough you can sometimes find the actual answer, but I felt with this book there was nothing left to wonder about in the end, like my description of the intricate origami box, in the end there were NO loose ends, everything tied together in a rather boring way after watching how it was so intricately folded, making a boring seamless box, except for this ugly gaping hole that is cinna.
One thing I did like, even though it took her all the way till about five pages left, katniss finally got some sense, and stopped being a psycho. shes a total animal survival instincts creature throughout nearly the ENTIRETY of the books, only caring about herself and the things(people) she cared about; but I thought there was something interesting about that as well, she counted Gale as family/someone she loved, but peeta and haymitch received indebted status; but it feels like in the end, she realises that she had those places mixed up, she was indebted to Gale forevs because maybe without him she wouldnt have survived, or been able to care for her family, but haymitch and peeta, because of what they go through together a bond is created which quickly turns to love all around! that was awesome.
but the change i like is that she stops concentrating on how she can save her family and the people she cares about, and how they should kill all the capitol people (she sometimes agrees with gale who is a total blind idiot psycho), and realises that they are people too. It feels like in the end she lets go of her revenge, the blood lust revenge that she holds on to throughout a lot of the books, but rather seeks justice, when shes not wallowing in suicidal thoughts.
Another thing I hate about katnip was how she never listened to Peeta, even though he was right every time(that i can recall), she always listened to everystupidbody else, if she had listened to peeta than im sure she would have avoided a lot of stupid crap, but then maybe she never would have had the chance to shoot the despicable woman.
Another thing I didnt like was how Peeta never seemed to be regarded seriously because he wasnt a bloodthirsty idiot.
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I feel like these books are an accurate description of our society. in the end
*SPOLEIR*
when katniss agreed to send the children to the game i was like RAWOER but i really liked how she shoots the stupid woman(I fully believe the 13 people were despicable and only started to care because they were dying out) rather than the guy. I think its really sad how everyone thinks it was a bad thing, and that she had lost her mind, but she did it realising how horrible all the people were, one would think the tributes would realise what a horrible thing the games were, but they still thought that the capitol children should get a taste. Only caring about what the parents would feel, those children would be the innocent sacrifice for their bloody revenge.
I liked how katniss brings it all into perspective, how this is probably how it all went down in the first place
*SPOELIR OBER!*
Something these books Really got me thinking about is something thats in the new mormon messages video
It also made me think very much about how I hope that should I ever be faced with such adversity(oppressive disgusting government/people), that my heart will not fail me! and I will not be complacent and only thinking of my own well being, That I will have the courage to do what is right!
in conclusion, I really do not like these books, and wish I had never read them. I dont feel the need to read horrible books about the disgusting horribleness of human nature to be reminded of how disgusting and horrible human beings have a tendency to be in desperate situations, and occasions they think allow it (In fact I shouldnt read such books since my opinion of human beings is actually quite low already), if i need a reminder i just remember all the homeless people in the world, and the starving people, and the rich people and the well off people, and how as human beings we feel like we cant help others because we need to help ourselves. Don't get me wrong, I am one of these people, maybe thats why i dislike it so much, it reminds me that i am one of them.
So I went to see a Breaking Dawn part 1 at midnight with Mrs. W. it was totally awesome, i loved it, but I am a sinner. Let me explain why!
so it starts all lovely and fun! wedding and what not. but oh my goodness, the movie was rated pg 13 according to my ticket, but there was totally a sex scene. Yucko. It put a huge dint in the movie for me. I have read the book, and know what happens, but Come ON, better ways of doing it sir. I was totally uncomfortable, but like i said, i am a sinner, so i was like *rollingeyesandgettingheadaches* and then recovering for the rest of the first half of the movie, but like with all sin, I feel bad on my insides. So after that, I dont know if I will be going to the next one, GOsh,
but i am a sinner, so I really liked all the rest of the movie, it was so like my memories of the book, and creepily(on my part) it felt like i was experiencing it all! like i was one of the characters, or it was an old friend! hahah so weird, it was very weird, I guess the twilight characters are more ingrained in my brain than i ever could have suspected. so during all the appropriate parts i was very happy and very sad and shocked and all that awesome stuff.
oh. but this world is such a sin place, there is bad stuff in EVERYTHING! so you really have to be careful what you allow your kids, or yourself, to be exposed to. Like most songs on the radio are disgusting or perverted or all out bad in every way. The horrible thing about that is the song will sound so lovely or have a great bouncy beat that makes you want to dance around candyland, or there will be this feeling of goodness, like the words that jump out at you will be something like "love you so much its a miracles i found you" "i dont disrespect myself like that" but then the things they are actually saying, the rest of the song, is all about drugs and alcohol and clubbing and trying to forget stuff so you throw away all things good.
Its just such a horrible culture the world has made for itself, so disappointing and sad.
I often say I dislike people, and that people are stupid, but today I wondered if I just had super major rotten fortune, and that the majority of peole were alright, and just those few idiot made me dislike all humans. silly me!
here is a nice song
blablablalalba
P.S.
I wonder if billy was ever envious of the wolves, and also I am really hoping they make the Host, and make it AWESMEO!MDE and the next post script is a spoiler, so just stop reading
P.P.S.
SPOILERS!!! fo reos, you may have read the book, but this movie is in two parts, so this will spoil it for you
every now and again i stop waht i am doind and say "OMO! BELLA'S A VAMPIRE!!!" it just seems so unreal! like it would never really happen hohohoho im such a dork, but i dont mind, it makes life interesting and fun
quite amazing! I stumbled upon this blog post about a Chinese artist (these are all assumtions, since I havent really read anything..) by the name of Liu Bolin, maybe you have stumbled upon this name yourself?
he is known as the Invisible Man. Totes amazing.
so here is the link to the blog post, i liked it a lot, and after i sleep for a time i will fer sure go and look at stuff by and about him. for now... i ...
So I meant to say whipping hahaha. that last post was a recipe for devil cake, devil torte, but yeah, and apple wouldnt let me write anything else since i copied the recipe from a website, its called www.veitingastadir.is its so cool it makes you write in green.
Just joking! but yes, i liked it because it made me whip the eggs, separate like. W said the cake was yum, but i think he is not wanting to hurt my feelings. I'm not much of a cake person myself, but i guess it was ok. The icing was great! it tasted like chocolate, and wasnt too drippy, but wasnt too thick or icing sugary.
So Mo asked me where i found this guy
think it was either kevjumba or nigahiga, totally awesome, I love his voice and mad skills.
Another thought!
the post about the book lovers, I am the "Reader of things you've never heard of" because I ike books, and think they should be read! so I buy random ones that look interesting and one day read them. Awesome.
Mo said she wished she were a serendipity screamer (or sumsing) and I'm like, yeah, that would be totally awesome! I would do it if I knew it would be loved (the book), but I am too worldly and selfish so i dont like people to touch my things huhuhu
Much Ofaz to you!
Love from NC!!!!!!
P.S. Top my all time favourite super star (along with Daesung) was totally in banff.... ..... (but not Daesung)
Hrærið smjör og sykur þar til hræran verður létt og ljós.
Bætið eggjarauðunum í einni í senn og hrærið vel á milli.
Bætið dropunum í.
Blandið saman hveiti, kakói, matarsóda og salti og bætið í smjörhræruna til skiptis við vatnið.
Þeytið hvíturnar, bætið 3/4 bolla af sykri í og stífþeytið.
Blandið varlega í hræruna með sleikju.
Setjið í smurt og hveitistráð klemmuform, 24 cm í þvermál, og bakið í u.þ.b. 60 mín. Kælið.
Takið úr forminu og kljúfið í tvennt. Kakan á að vera blaut.
Setjið krem á milli og súkkulaðihjúp ofan á.
Krem
Hráefni
100 g síríus suðusúkkulaði.
125 g mjúkt smjör.
2 eggjarauður.
75 g flórsykur.
Matreiðsla
Bræðið suðusúkkulaðið yfir vatnsbaði og kælið.
Hærið smjörið þar til það verður létt og loftkennt (u.þ.b. 10 mín).
Bætið eggjarauðunum í, einni í einu og hrærið vel í á milli. Bætið sykrinum út í. Hrærið í u.þ.b. 5 mín. Hærið súkkulaðið saman við smjörkremið. Ef súkkulaðið er of heitt bráðnar smjörið og kremið eyðileggst.
Súkkulaðihjúpur
Hráefni
100-200 g síríus suðusúkkulaði.
Aðferð
Bræðið suðusukkulaðið yfir vatnsbaði og kælið örlítið (samt ekki of mikið það verður að vera aðeins volgt).
Súkkulaðið smurt ofan og utan á kökuna með sleikju.
Dum loquimur, fugerit invida Aetas: carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero
which translates as:
While we're talking, envious time is fleeing: pluck the day, put no trust in the future
I am in north Carolina! and its super awesome great! its still warm! and I can bake as much as I like and its just a blastie fun! but this video is of a dude that i totally think is awesome, he plays ukes and gits and sings and dances too! so thats all the stuff I am pretending to work on while I am here in North Carolina! hehe I can tune an uke fer sure, but .... ... ... all that other stuff....... it might come with time.. if I practice... more better kekek
haha people are really terrible at trying to be less than obvious. huhu
So people tend to associate me with cooking and baking, im not entirely certain why... but anyways, so When I am in Iceland my home is (I can live wherever my heart is, which at the moment is where my family is! but sylvía is a special case, she is like family for me, don't worry, we will one day get some sort of connection to make it official hahaha) Sylvía's house!
so a few days before I left Mr. H (a friends blog references all people with letters! I think that is so fun, so I will do something similar keke) said "make me some food! for the last time!" something along those lines, so I was like "ok, but not now, some time later, BUT YOU MAKE ME A CAKE!" and he was like "do you suffer from a death wish?" and I was like "always!"
so then Ms. S jumped in and was like "what kind of cakes do you like??" and I was like " I don't like cake" and she said "... What would you have at your funeral than?? or uhm.. your last meal.. or uhm.." Where I cut her off and said "I LOVE BLUBERRY MUFFINS! AND RICE CRISPY TREATS!!! AND WAFFLES!!!!" and then I pranced around dreaming of those things, because I LOVE them!!
Anyways a day later when i got home Miss. S was like "UH *Not very smooth* LETS GO DOWNSTAIRS!" so im like ok hahaha than Mr. H comes down some times later and they are both just chatting with me, its not unusual, I juct have ultra sensitive spidey senses, and Miss. S is really not very good at sneakery.
Anyways, the next day after institute we have WAFFLES!!! (they do it once a month in Iceland hehe) and im like " I want me some WAFFLES!!" but then people are like "*not very good at, but doing our best to distract* HEY LETS GO LISTEN TO MR. M PLAY GUITAR!" so I'm like "*roll eyes*OKAY!" cuz he is super at that, its great to listen to him play! but then i became tired of the children trying to stall me so I jumped out the window of the Ætfræði room keke but then i felt bad and jumped back in and they let me go to the waffles.
THEY HAD A SUPREEZ FOR ME!!!
they had made blueberry muffins, waffles, and choco/normal Rice Crispie treats! it was Great!! super super super! I was so pleased! they are the greatest! my favourites for sure (to an outsider being my favourite isnt very special or cool since i have lots and lots and lots of favourites, but to my favourites and people who know me, Its a Super Super Super!!! because I am awesome. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuh)
and the next day I left.
I am conflicted! Iceland always makes me conflicted. I go there and hate life and be miserable but its so Beautiful, and smells nice, and the people are wonderful in their own ways!! Iceland could have me if it wanted me, but I don't think it does, i think it just enjoys my company, and that simply isn't good enough.
Icelanders want me to live in Iceland, but the only way I would do that is if I were to marry a fluent speaking Icelander (has to be fluent in english as well), I am not willing to live there with a husband who also speaks broken Icelandic.
If I were to live in Iceland, I would live in Hveragerði, its so quiet and the neighbourhood is fun, the Gudnassons live there! they are a lovely closetomyhouse sort of neighbours!
Anyways, then I flew away and I dont think I will ever go back again, Maybe on my global trip of dragging my husband around to all the places i've lived, but otherwise I'm not gonna be going back, if i do it'll be to live. So I am really contradicting myself all the time, but I think I am really good at that.
So I have a friend who is good at blogs, looking and writing, and she follows certain blogs about things she likes, and that is something that never really appealed to me, because I think its a bit boring a lot of the time.
BUT I HAVE CHANGED MY MIND! she showed me this one blog, and I was like "ooooooo" but it wasnt really my sort of thing. BUT I love cooking! so I thought, I am sure there are people out there who are super good at the cooking thing, cooking, baking, kitchening, all that sort of stuff. So I have decided that I want to go and find blogs that are awesome about cooking! it will be awesome! and I will become a genius cook baker chef type! it will be great, I am excited.
So I found this cake, I really like the idea, but after seeing how it was done I felt a little vonsvikin hahaha because it wasnt as magical and awesome skill as I had first thought. hehe but one day I will try it, it'll be great! mmm i love not chocolate cakes! I prefer the denser kind, I don't like the light fluffy kinds of cakes, too non substantial for me. Anyways, toodles for noodles! be sure to share any awesome blogs about cooking that you know of! unless you want to keep them a secret. hehe
... So I am leaving Iceland in a week, and its like. YEA. all my stiff fit in my bag and it was a proper weight, but on Saturday we are having an activity called Pirates vs. Ninjas! and we are going to be playing a game called the cave game, sounds cool but i have never played it before. Anyways, so i needed some dark clothes that could be ruined, so I decided to go to Salvo's (salvation army) and grab a bag full of junk for wearing. there are two that are near by, and so we went to one, because they have awesomer stuff, but I had gone to another one the other day and they were having this deal where you can buy a bag of stuff for 2000 kr. So we wanted to check the cool one out to see if they had the same deal. To my delight, They had a TWO FOR ONE!!!! two bags of stuff for 2000 kr.! I was like WWAAA!!! but they didnt have as much awesome stuff as they did the last time i went there. but they still had some cool stuff. So I ended up getting one bag for me and one bag for another, we went halfsies! so i payed 1000 kr for a bag. I got four pairs of shoes, two dresses, and... uhm.... YEAH! oh, clothes for saturday. I am majorly chuffed about it though kekeke
but now I have to throw old stuff away. OK toodles for nau!
I shared this back in 2008, but it is so awesome I feel like sharing it again! In case you didnt know, I enjoy going to the past, and reading the things i wrote there. its so interesting to see how different i am, because I think I have changed very much, sometimes it makes me sad.
anyways, more about the image, I think it is just Great! happiness can be like a sunbeam, where the slightest thing can make it shadow. and adversity being like the rain of spring, life giving! helping to grow, its amazing. i like it a lot. forgive my incoherency, its late and i am tired hahaha
anywhos, I best be off to bed since i have to wake up and jog in a few hours. kakaka
there is a movie called last holiday, its pretty fun, for a once in a lifetime thing ahhaha I wouldnt choose to watch it again per se.
Anywhos! in that movie she has a book that she calls her book of possibilities, in it she puts all these possibilities that she wouldnt mind becoming realities. I really liked it. I want to do one! but I am a very strange person with all sorts of fears and what not. I have mentioned before that I do not like to make (at least known) plans, and so because of this thing of mine it is very hard for me to even think about making a book of possibilities. Plans are depressing.
BUT I AM A CHANGED PERSON!!! at least I am trying to change, I am trying to be less afraid of everything, and more not afraid. haha our lesson in relief society on sunday was on being a courageous. ... woman... I think.. thats what I heard anyways hahah
so anywhos, with my new courage, I am starting to see things differently, and do things differently. Unfortunately (but fortunately), I discovered that I am (was?) a very hopeless person, and so, Faithless! because the two go hand in hand, and if you dont have hope, its because you dont have faith! and the other way too.
So after I found out about my hopelessness I decided that That just isnt good enough, how can I ever find happiness if I have no hope for it? and no Faith that I can find it??? what a wild goose I was, but now I am working on that.
So back to the book of possibilities! I have decided that I am going to make one! (are you allowed to tear out pages and burn them?) but I can only start with silly insignificant things, and I will work my way up to not silly haha
anywhos My First thing ever in my book of possibilities will beee.... drumdrumdrumdrum
I've got my heavy heart to hold me down. Once it falls apart my heads in the clouds!
hahaha I really love the newest Panic at the Disco album! i think its called Virtues and vices or sumsing?
So on monday I had the interesting encounter with the police, That was actually an answer to a prayer, because I didnt want to walk home, so the police gave me a ride! hahahahah I am so fortunate!
Back to my story! So on monday, my future went BLANK! New Moon styles, bella swan hanging out with the shape-shifters styles, but its ok, its good to start with a Blank piece of paper! I think that is what my problem has been all along, I always had too many distracting scribbles on my Paper, but now It is blank and I feel much better.
I'm making new plans and new starts, its great!
Iceland has an amazing smell that I never noticed before, but i noticed it on my walk on monday, It a very lovely smell, that might only be smelled at night and in the Hraun.
OH MY GOSH, monday night i totally saw some Hidden people!
I was walking along the beach when I saw this white dog run from the water to the rock wall that i would later sit on, it seemed to sit there next to this blanket looking thing where i assumed its owner was sitting. Not wanting to bother other people(especially if they are homeless and trying to rest) I walked a little further and then made my way to sit on the wall. I sat there for a while watching the people out of the corner of my eye. I finally decided to leave, but I wanted to see the dog closer so I nonchalantly skipped, hopped and walked along the rock wall to the place where the dog had run. When I got to the place I couldnt see any person or dog so I moved closer to the edge thinking they were REALLy close to the wall so I might have to look straight down. I stood on the edge, but still couldnt see anything so I lost my nonchalance and gripped the wall and bent down on my knees to find the dog. There was no one there, only some white rocks. I was totally awesomed out!
I am one hundred percent certain i caught some Icelandic hidden people having fun times, and so they turned themselves into rocks like the white witch so I wouldnt catch them more.
Iceland you are Great, you have given me soo much, but I think it is time we part ways for a while, if not a lifetime.
wow this is interestinghahaha I am using the keyboard commands! kaka its fun! Back to me story! AHH the COmmands are going crazy wild! please stop!!
so yeah, I had a wold encounter with the police of iceland the other day... UGH I have said it sot often that i am like sick of it. But I can tell it once more ekekakak
So anyways. Monday I was like at the YSA Family Home Evening and then I was like "laters Yo!" and I walked out the door on me way to my abode, and it was all nice and what not because Iceland is a lovely place that has great scenery, I'd say the best in the World!! but I am Icelandic, so maybe that a bit biased.
Anywhos, the sun was setting and the weather was too nice to miss, so I decided to go for a göngutúr!! where ever my feet would take me! and it was fun, I walked all through the neighbourhood of the chapel, in the general direction of the ocean, and it was all like going all osrts of wild ways and I was like "WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME LEGS?"??"?!?Ð"?"
anywhos, I finally hit the ocean, and walked around in it because I had stolen (with permission) some wellies!!(gumboots, wellingtons, stígvél, rubber boots... some other stuffs?)
so i was on an adventure! there were many many seagulls, and they were like ugh, ugh ugh ugh ugh! crazy, like they were wanting to attack me all the time and i was like "eww go away!" and would walk in another direction, are they very Territorial isnt nesting time over or something?? thats just WILD.
so anyways, not knowing why the gulls were so freakin crazy I followed one, going on the assumption that the gulls were protecting mysterious nests at this mysterious time of year, and so were leading me Away from the nests. So I followed a couple and they led me out of the Hraun! hmmm I often wonder if english speakers have it wrong, and that lava is the word for Hraun, and magma is the word for lava..
so I continue my walk all theway through the hafnarfjörður beach lines. I see some mysterious cars and people, and try to quickly pass them, I also see some awesome fisherman shacks that are totally cool and worth visiting in the day time!
So I end up sitting on a rock wall that they have here in Hafnarfjörður to warn people that there is ocean beyond. I am sitting there enjoying the ocean (to be fair it was like 1 in the morning, but this is Iceland, and I have been out at 3 in the morning before..) listening to the ocean and the occasional car go by, but i here the one car go by a few times, it had a different sound ya?
so after a few drives by they slow down and stop and say "er ekkiallt í lagi?" it sounded like a male, and I was like UAH! SCARY AR FULL OF MALES LATE AT NIGHT!!! soI replied "Jú.." turning slightly to help them hear.
I decide its time to Go home, so I start ta walking, im only about 20 minutes from abode. As I walk I see a cop car drive by, and as they drive by they shine a really bright light in my face, the kind taxi (and i guess cop) cars have to see the street numbers. So I'm like DUDE, what tha hang! but I continue on my walk and as I cross through a tiny parking lot I hear a car pull into the parking lot, I am like DUDE! what is with my luck? so I start walking out of the middle of the parking lot so i am not in the way when this cop cr comes up behind me and then parks in front of me and im like Dude, what a rude idiot faces?
then the cop lady says really fast in Icelandic "mind having a seat in the car?" I couldnt decipher her words the first two times she said it, but then the third time she actually slowed her speech and spoke properly. My replies will be in [these]
So Im like "..sure..." and i get in and they say "Good Evening, you can speak Icelandic? [yes, well, its ok] we received a call from some concerned girls in a car, they said they were concerned about a solitary female who was unresponsive by the ocean, they stopped and asked if everything was ok and she didnt reply [Oh, really? thats weird..] so we came to check it out. What were you doing there? [just sitting, thinking, i went for a walk] Are you depressed or stressed, or having a hard time? [uhm.. no, not really.. I was just watching the ocean and thinking..] Do you have any sort of Identification [uhm, i only have an Australian drivers licence] That will do. *takes licence and puts it on his little notepad* Where were you headed just now? [I was just on my way home, its just down there a little] Can we offer you a ride home? [..sure..] Whats the address? [address] Ah yes, ok. *car starts to move towards destination male officer starts taking down my licence information, i wanted very much to ask what he was doing, but I do not feel comfortable enough to ask* Do you live alone? with Family? [uhm.. no, I Live with my friend] I see. How long have you been in Iceland? [I was living here for about a year last year, and only came back a month or two ago] WOW your Icelandic is really good [oh, I lived here when i was younger], oh I was gonna say, you must be some sort of genius to speak such good Icelandic within a year. Do you have a phone number to be contacted at [uhm, yes, but i never remember any] thatsok, a home phone, mobile phone, whatever you remember [...uhm... let me look in my phone {SINCE I SAID I DONT REMEMBER THEM} its *phone dies* {UAH!} uhm... 774.. numbers numbers *I hope its right* numbers] So thats numbers numbers blabla. {yep..} you're Icelandic is very good. *arriving at destination* Can i see your dwelling licence? {I'm Icelandic.} OH, Your an Icelandic citizen, ok good night than {good night, and thank you for the ride..} Of course of course! Icelandic pleasantries."
and so ended my weird encounter with Icelandic Police..
I personally felt that he was too aggressive in his manner, if they really were just checking if someone were ok, I personally think they should have been less uh, I cant think of a good word for it, they werent rude, but they werent polite either. I felt like he was insinuating all sorts of things the whole time! but that might just be the defencive racist in me
Anywhos, that was a really odd experience, and makes me want to not go for walks, just so I can avoid th hassle. But I did get some good Ideas on how to deal with this should it ever happen again
soooo My plan for New York is OUtta Here!! This is what the plan entailed! I would apply for a job at this old folks home, and work there until unnur was flying to New York and then go to new york for a week and then go to melisa. BUT! most vital entailment is that to work in Iceland I would be staying in Iceland, and If I dont like it here, How Can I stay?? haha So I have decided to leave whenevs bro, I guess I should really get that in check. Oh Shiznit, there is lots of crap I need to do. oh the day is too short.
So aside from K-Pop and stuff, I Totally Love Panic! at the Disco! their new album is totally appropriate! and I personally think its because the one guy who was Bi left the group, and so now they are only two, a mormon and a drummer. But I used to hate them because their musics was so catchy, but it was bad, but this new album is a total awesome! no swears or nothin, and even the content is pretty good. So I have been listening to a lot of that lately.
HaHa Iceland is so weird, I am never going to understand it... its so beautiful here, and I Love the people here, but something about here strangles and kills me! or seems to try :O
Mamma often mentions how someone once said they feel very much for the Young Women(young women as in women that are young, not the mutual program for females) of Iceland, since there arent any priesthood holders, or something. But I completely feel the same way, for different reasons. some of the fellows here in Iceland (most of them, but obviously not all) Are inconsiderate idiot faces and are always harping on about how there are no females in Iceland.
Lets see, this happens all the time, so it also happened when I was here last. How inconsiderate! because there were obviously TWO females, one being melanie and the other being an other female. Inconsiderate Fools. I dont really care because I can jump to wherever whenever, and so I am an aloof type that pretends not to care, but most of the time i really dont(read as do) care, but what about other female? she has to be stuck on this rock, with these Jerk guys who dont seem to want to acknowledge her (or myself) as a female. Seriously, guys can be so moronically stupid. Idiots. Jerk guys in Iceland are stupid jerky. Really they are. But then I guess that might just be how guys are in general, everywhere around the world. No, I didnt really get that vibe from my friends in Aus, but i guess every place has their quirks.. I think the eyes of Icelandic males are too small (hahah this statement totally reminded me of Dad :O
blegh, I sure hope I can wash my hands of Iceland this time around, I can't handle it. I really didnt want to come back, really really really, when I was asked my heart sank and I became sad, very sad, and I wondered why mamma wanted to send me away, I was sad all the way to Iceland, and then when i got here it was FREAKING COLD (like 3° C) and windy and I couldnt find the car. Even my want to surprise everyone didnt work, because somehow everyone knew..
I consoled myself by pretending some hot asian guy would be vacationing here and bump into me and we would be good friends. obviously this shallow thought didnt console me at all, but it helped me to be silly and laugh rather than cry.
Oh Iceland. you are too cruel.
Iceland is the worst place to be for a female who needs a confidence boost, or anything at all really.
This time, I REFUSE to come back to Iceland before I am married, thats what i said last time, but this time i am serious, you cant come here without some sort of Moral support
But! I have still learned things here in Iceland, I keep becoming more independent. I left on a fast sunday, and I sure am glad for that. Lete's sundayschool teachers wife bore her testimony, and she told a story about how sometimes we do things and its working out perfectly, and then something horribly not according to plan happens and we flail a bit because we are like "WHAT I WAS GETTING A GOOD FEELING, I THOUGHT THAT WAS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING..Ð!?"Ð'Ð" but then when we allow ourselves to calm down and feel the promptings of the spirit and do as they say, something miraculously better Happens! but if we had tried it just a few minutes earlier, it would not have been there. Sometimes it takes times for things to be ready, so we have to have patience. Thats one thing that I will always be having to work on.. my patience,
oh another thing I learned is that sometimes you have to do things you dont want to, you really do, you really dont.
blegh blegh blegh
I like this song, I speaks volumes to me! I think its very much me! hoohooo
Thats henry's (day) Dream flying sequence background music, well just the beginning
hahaha
This is Mine!
well, just the piano that plays throughout all the time. I like to close my eyes and ride the bike and then let go and start flying.. JUST KIDDING I would crash and die because my eyes are closed and i am not holding on.
Here are some Great Quotes! from Mischievous kiss! (a Korean Drama! keke)
"A dream is just a Dream, be yourself"
"Well, as for dreams, the harder to achieve makes it all the more meaningful, right?"
I Love Korean Dramas! there is so much awesomeness about them! my favourites are the hilarious things that come out of their mouths! hahaha they make me laugh so much! wahooo. Same with Anime's, but they are not so awesome full, they are more scary full and "can't look away from the disturbing image" full
REAL NERD GEEK SITE! the kind that only make sense to itself!
Apparently astronomers are soup luv, no i mean super nerds! hahaha they all discuss the stars and the sky and the countries that have cool things like lights out for an hour (apparently Iceland did this in 2007 for an hour). I am so envious of such weirdies who have fellow weirdies to discuss nerdness with!
I'm kind of like the pilot in the little prince, I show people a little bit of what I am really about, and depending on their answer I become an adult or a REALLY COOL ME!!!
Today I went to the cemetery! the one located by the pearl, its really nice, one of my favourites in the world! Karl (mamma's Bro) was buried there, along with their younger brother Hörður Karl Levi Karlsson. I went to make it look a little nicer (because it was like a wild bush land), I was very not prepared to do any real work, but I did my best with what I had (my hands keke) so now my hands feel very used! and blistered, it's Great! feels like i did some Real work! keke my hands are so rough keke
So I ripped all the extra branches off, I hope the bush doesnt die of shock, I hope the bush doesnt hate me now. I made a friend while i was there, it was a bird! it likes all the tiny bugs that were being unearthed by me, it was fun!
hahaha the beginning of my last post makes me look a bit crazy, i may be crazy, but I make uhm... Well here is what I was talking about!!! make yous kids learn the dances!! its AWESOME!!! lekekek
This song makes me laugh and dance and cry (with laughter) everytime I watch it! or listen to it! I LOVE the dancing! its so awesome hahaha I especially love the "SOup" part and the "oh oh oo oh oh oo oh oh oo ohohohoh" and the jumping part and just every dancing part! hahahaha makes me happy
blablablalbalablabla I am still in Iceland. stuff happens, I went to watch harry potter, the newerst one. I really hate harry potter, but I love snape, so I watched it TWICE!!! HAHAHAHA OH YEAH!!! I Always loved snape! and I was always super sad when he did things that seemed to be bad in the books and I would always be like "WHY HWYHYWH JKROLLER!"
I'm such a sucker for unrequited love! hahahaahahaha sorry for ruining the movie for you, since that is the highlight of the movie (kekek I didnt care about anything else in the movie keke oh except that... someone dies, someones many). Its why I went twice. *sigh* I <3 Snape! FoEva!!
He is my Favouritest fictional character ever! which is a pretty amazing feat! since I dont like to like fictional characters, since they are fictional and all.
Uhm, I ride a bike a lot, I really like it. I've been riding from reykjavík to hafnarfjörður for various reasons, back and forth its about 22 km. the way I go anyways, its super fun! I try not to stop, but since I am new to it sometimes I have to walk up a hill hahaha
Today I am going to a codependencies anonymous meeting. I dont know what that means, but we'll see!
Oh, on tuesday Betty and Courtney invited me to go with their family on a sight seeing tour thing, we drove down the southern coast to the Glacier river lagoon ahahah and we ate some glacier pieces, it was cool, and tasted Amazing! I am pretty sure its because its really old that it tasted so good kekek. we saw a seal and some arctic terns (kría's) they have the world record for the longest migration. they come to Iceland for the summer from antarctica. i think. for some reason i cant remember.
I am planning on going to North Carolina in August, around the 16th, I'll be needing to talk to betty to figure out when and what have you..
why oh why am i in Iceland again??
Anyways
This song is so mellow for how hardcore these guys look ahhaha
I Love Potatoes! they are my favourite! but sometimes I can't stan'em!
Not cool enough for Kpop! bahahahah nerds can be so pervy.
I am FWEEE!! to run amock. and so I am doing that.. hahaha So I am free to go wherever whenever as soon as I please. So I need to figure that out. pronto ish! maybe I'll escape while they are all away! they wouldn't be happy with that, but I would be laughing all the while! but they would be sad... HMMMM
Anyways, just really think this song is hilarious! hahaha
another great song for awesome times hahahahah
makes me laugh so much! especially the other video, by KevJumba hahaha
I really like this song! and its even awesome acoustic! The weather is bright and warm, it was rainy and windy the beginning of the week but it is warm and bright now!!
HEY I went to Leipzig some months ago! and there were some pictures taken. I had my 22nd Birthday there! keke I sure am getting up that number ladder known as age! keke
OH NO!!! I AM A REPULSIVE TO ME!!! kekeke I am watching a drama called playful kiss, pretty slow, but that might just be because my brain is on another plane (and totally wannabe goong, minus points for try hard, plus points for funny).
Iceland is like a brainless woman! (kekeke) it is repulsive to me! keke I am a bit of a major league flake, and I think there are a lot of things in life that should just be dropped! when something is over, ITS OBER! and my time in Iceland is OBER! it was Ober ages ago! or so I was hoping; apparently not hey....
I am done! I've only been here for like a month, but I am done! and caffeine really really doesn't like me, it give me killer head aches, caffeine and suger. blegh. but I really like the flavour of dr. pepper.
my Brain is becoming brainless! I want to go to school and study! I like to study. Its hard work though! but I am better at it than I was when I was littler, oh what a silly i wasam!
I just cracked my neck and it tingled through my wrists hahaha thats mistery misteree
So I want to study. Australia is my fallback plan, US is my see if it happens plan. I am going to see if they will give me back my "go to america for free" card, if so then I will stay, if not I'll be jetting it (after a year, seems silly to leave when I'll need to be here in about a years time) back to brazil. and of course I mean Australia.
Enough ramblings of crazed crazy! I'm Out!
p.s. i used to enjoy so many things, and then I stopped using my muscles, and they got flabby and so now I have to work them out again!
I tHINK!! I think I think I think, I am looking for something that doesn't exist for me!
so I never thought of myself as a silly useless chit that thought too much about stupid things, BUT I WAS WRONG!!! I think I have subconsciously(or was IT?? I think nooooot) been looking for something that doesnt exist for everyone!
That's right! the stupid idea that a prince in knighting armour will appear and say "I've been searching for you all my life, MARRY ME!" I don't REALLY want that, but I seconsciously am looking for someone who will say "I want to give you everything in the world, you don't have to do anything, just breath". Like I told maliana that I really like the proposal that the chubby boy makes in cinderella's sister (korean Drama), he says "I'll give you everything I have and support you in everything you want to do.." and so on and so forth, even going so far as to not care that she didn't love him that way haha I know its really selfish, but I like it! haha but not REALLY, just the idea of it, having a lackey who would do anything you wanted.
Alas! I am such a person! a despicable girl! who uses all the people who bring it upon themselves, I personally think thats how the world goes around, people love people and they do all they can for them, even though the person doesn't reciprocate. I like to think that's how I live, doing all I can for those I Love, wanting only their happiness and nothing more in return (lete and henry don't count keke) Here is one of my favourite stories that always comes to mind (along with a bunch of scriptures) When I think of love, and when people say strange things like "They will be paying you right?" or talk too much about money and material things
here's one for the germans!
and one for others (bleach music and allll)
and one for LETE AND MELEOFA!! kekeke WEIRD
And One for Elder Toutai!
OK I got a little carried away with one of my favourite Manga's...
But isn't that what love is supposed to be? Giving All, and wanting not in return. but a happy marriage is both people wanting that for each other keke
p.s. I totally got side tracked, the thing I was talking about when I was talking about being a silly chit is the whole "the first time I laid Eyes on her, I knew she was the one" you know, that sop fictitious sounding stuff, the typical drama/romcom/movie story how the guy becomes besotted by the girl and follows her around annoying her to death and you watch it and you're like "I WOULD SO NOT BE ANNOYED!" because he is a super good looking guy with lots of money and a pitiable story, What i'm meaning refuses to come out in sense. Anyways.
thinking about it, I would HATE that, I cant stand people actively trying to win my affection, I prefer the edward style, where you dont even know if he is trying or not (I watched eclipse for the first time the other day, still prefer New Moon, AWesomer musics!). Well, ya know, like an animal I don't like to be forced into things, coaxing is the best, thats what edward dids (I still don't know if he was sincere on the mountain, where jacob accused him of playing the game better...)!
Today was fast sunday! but i didnt go to church. I was ill. I woke up rearin ta go! but as the day wore on I became less and less mobile and more and more immobile and now i feel wretchedly ill. What eh Twist!
haha its hard to be sick while watching children! I would droop into a sickly stupor and then i would hear some screaming and squealing because someone is sitting too close to someone else. hahaha children are quite interesting.
Yesterday, I realised I WANT TO BE A HOMEMAKER! it'll be so fun! but first I have to learn some good life skills so I can not be a homemaker If I need to.
I watched a movie (korean keke), about a househusband. One night he went out with his male friends, and one of them started calling him a pansy and stuff and he started ta putting the beat downs on him, then he left and the guy who got beat started calling him a pansy again and he came running back in and started beating him again.
I thought he was doing it for his pride and face saving, but as he came to put the second beat downs on him he said something like "Homemaking isn't easy! It is a very respectable occupation! and doesn't get enough credit at ALL! Show Some respect! its better than what YOU do all day!" I thought it was totally AWesome!! He didnt even care about what he was saying about him, but he cared that he was degrading the wonderful thing of homemaking! haha Great stuff! and in an Asian movie! haha
This is a song G-Dragon made for VIP's!!! (VIP's is what Big Bang fans are called)a couple years after their Debut, it was a special secret surprise, and played during the credits on their concert DVD hahaha AWesome! makes me happy, as most all things Big Bang do!!
I was super diligent this morning. I cleaned. Intense.
I can't help but feel that Iceland makes outrageous demands on me. Bloody Country. When I was here last time a similar thing happened, something that has nothing to do with me is all of the sudden my responsibility. Bloody Country. Its all about timing and associations. If I didnt associate with these people they would not feel so at ease demanding stupid things that have nothing to do with me of me.... Maybe I'm to doormaty. Stupid people. They dont know me, they dont know me, so shut up them so shut them ahahahha
Anyways, Its always good preparation for the future, JUST KNOW WOMAN, I WILL NOT DO THIS AGAIN!
I dont think the internet is any place for details. cleaning. Ok Ima explain since I dont want no misunderstandings ahhahahaah so the landlady came and was like "oh what needs fixing" as if she doesnt know (the real tenants have been asking her to fix things for over a Year now), and so I show her and shes like "oh ok, well when is best for you to do all the fixing" and so I explain that the older girls are flying away today, and the younger girls are at preschool from morning til 4 so she says "oh lets do it on monday then, we'll fix this and that and that, and we'll take pictures because im selling the place, so can you clean up a little? i know there are little children but people really do judge places by their pictures" rrrrrrrrrrrrr there were toys all over cuz thats what children do, and living marks everywhere, so i was like fair enough lady *strangling motions*Nah Jokes! hahaha
So I cleaned during all my free time, since there was a wedding reception to be attended on saturday. the woman really annoyed me, she seemed too condescending for my liking. What annoyed me was that she asked what I do all day, and if I was working and if I was bettys sister or the girls cousin. I was like Woman, what the heck does that concern you? you mofo. YEAH EYÞÓR, THATS RIGHT! thats how much I didnt like the woman.
she also requested that the toilet be emptied of its water since it leaks and shes going to fix it and would like for it to be dry. so im like ok. I do it all cuz Im awesome, BUT SHE HASNT EVEN SHOWED, its three o clock and the girls are picked up at 4. hmmm lady, If you dont come today, TO BAD FOR YOU, bastana.
ok so that was a rant..
YG 282,426,610
Big Bang 99,849,842
Those are their Youtube channel upload views!!! AWESOME RIGHT?!? hehe makes me chuckle!
im going to go listen to some big bang to make me happy! aahahahahah korean times is going fun! I am going to have a class with maliana tomorrow!! wahoo! and uhm.......... i better go eat food since im feeling faint hahahaah toolooo sorry doooo
Great Song!! I was watching a Cinderella story and this song started playing and I was like "Great Song! Weird Movie....." and so I went to find the song on youtube, and didnt find any videos i liked, so I just got this live one. Then I looked at facebook and lete had posted this weird video that she thinks is daebak, and so I went to see if the people in the video were the psycho ab group (Jokers Ball...?) and saw that one of the more popular articles in this particular Kpop blog was one on Daesung! with over six thousand comments and the news was from that day! My (tied with TOP for first) favourite Big Bang Member!
He was recently in an accident that resulted in a fatality. I am very sad, his life is basically over. Its really sad because he is the one that has to work the hardest! because people think he's ugly, so he has to be funny and happy and talented. I feel very sad for him, because its such a horrible thing to live with.
Im so sad Im so sad. And Everyperson is being stupid about it, the fans are all mleh mleh mleh and the not fans are all "GO KILL YOURSELF!" just kidding, but I am sure thats what the netizens and anti-fans are saying! I just Want him to Not Kill himself, and for him to take a walk and meet two handsome young men, one of them foreign, bringing a message of glad tidings and redemption, and that he can find peace and happiness.
DAESUNG!! T.T
in other news, I am learning Korean! online, its totally awesome. I hope daesung comes to Iceland for some rejuvenisation, and I can help him feel better. Poor Kid. Sure I think the family of the victim is sympathy worthy, but I don't know how I would feel in their situation, and I have a hard time sympathizing situations I can't comprehend. I'm a Robot.
Gosh, this is really sad. Poor Korea, I wonder if it will ever be united, That would be pretty Awesome.
Just Felt Like Sharing!
have a nice Day!
p.s. the title is what I wrote when I woke up one morning, I had had an awesome dream and we were on an Adventure, finding our way back to the ones we love, who were waiting for us. It was pretty awesome
Iceland is so Depressing! haha no its not, I jsut dont have good experiences with it hahaha but maybe thats just because I am picky and have expectations that are always too high.
people are so weird, whenever I introduce a new friend they always ask how i know them haha so strange!
On to other random things, Why is the human body so fragile?? I dropped something on my foot the other day and I was like "ow ow ow it hurts", but then I got over it, but hten yesterday I was looking at my toe and noticed that it was all HUGE AND BLACK LIKE?!?!??!? not really, but it was bruised under the nail, and looks like its gonna fall off or something, its a bit sensitive but only when I press on it haha. But then on saturday I was cutting cheese slices with a grater (four sides, one makes sandwich slice types) and went "*Slice* there goes my skin, oops" it was gross, my right index on the second knuckle.. or is it first... Anyways, it bled a lot, and then now its infected like and swollen like and bending my finger the wrong way! (ok, so my finger was probably bending before this happened.. keke)
and then the frailness of the balancing, if you are not well mentally you will probably start showing physical symptoms.. such a frail frail thing! kids are smart, throw your body around while you can! hahaha
so anyways, in keeping with the randomness, here is the end of a movie I watched the other day (its graphic, the woman gets hit by a car in the beginning of this video, that is the end..) I thought the end was really awesome.
Its a tragromcom as all korean romcoms are. Its like Last holiday(this ones from 2004 thank you very much), except he doesnt go on a holiday, he just spends his time wondering what he should do with his time... hahaha but in the trailer it talks about a stalker and... yeah. Anyways the movie is called "someone special" because thats her aspiration.
Anywhos I thought the end was kinda really poignant, because he finally realised what he wanted to do with his last moments (be happy with this new found love than die happy, having found love, because he spent his whole life thinking he was in love with the person(different relationships) and then they said "this isnt working" so he always thought after that that it wasnt love, but infatuation and that he was always just deluding himself (I Agree with this ideology))
So he was doing that, throwing his career away to do something for the person he loved. Then the doctor called and said "... uhm, you just pick your nose too much". and so he rages and goes crazy at the doctor and the hospital (totally awesome how it doesnt go aww i am so happy and can live on forever now") and then goes.. soju-ing (as they always do kekeke) and then this scene happens.
This womans been a part of the movie the whole time, but not really, shes a character thats been there from early on, but she isnt a part of the story,, So She murdered the guy she "loved" and said she was going to kill herself too, but the police were looking for her for murder.
He was raging about how he had planned it all, fell in love, threw his career away and then was now ready to die, but the doctor was wrong. and then this end happens, he meets the chick who had the same plan as him, love and die... sort of I guess.. but its really great.
hahaha I really like it! I love the way Korean movies do things, Hallyuwood(I may have just made that up right now) is as outrageous with storylines and drama as Bollywood is with singing and dancing at random times, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!
so to make it nicer, He realizes that just because things didnt go the way he had wanted them to, or planned them to, Doesnt mean its crappy, but in fact, it is a lot better than he had planned, because now he gets to live and be happy with the one he loves rather than die happy... uhm... yeah...
This is just so I dont forget this............ Uhm.... Name HAHAHA its the Italian form of John! Giovanni, its so flippin cool, its unbelievable~! hehe I like names, especialy in different languages, like Tongan and Icelandic Like Tomasi, Lisiate, Sione (works in both, but hte icelandic is sjonni)
woowooowoo! I haven't blogged in a ... I'd like to say week, but I don't really know how long. It's been a week (and some days) since I have wanted to post something, But I didn't! because I wanted to surprise Iceland! but. that didnt work, those nosy bums. hahaha jokes. So I am in Iceland! being an emergency nanny! or.. more than a nanny, I am the main care giver! pretty interesting stuff.
Let me tell you a secret. I don't like people. Maybe that's not a secret... But let me tell you another secret! I don't like children. Maybe that isn't a secret either... I don't like animals either. I dont like creatures that require attention, because I am Lazy and selfish, so I don't like the idea of putting effort into others hahaha. Oh what a Devilry I am! but I figure a lot of my life has been Heavenly Father Punishing me for my misdeeds (or thoughts hahah), that's how I enjoy seeing it kekeke.
hahaha I am such a sinner, the previous paragraph makes me laugh a lot. BUT I know that in reality my life is just a bunch of learning experiences, but to people with closed eyes learning experiences are just useless punishments, but I don't want to learn these lessons yet, so I will just continue to ....hahaha
Being here I have come to realize it would ABSOLUTELY suck to be a single mother, and I really feel for all of them, how do they do it?? geee, see I am watching the kids, cleaning the house, cooking and all that house hold stuffs, I am not even working, but I think its hard enough as is! haha Mothers are amazing!
But I don't think it would be hard or unpleasant to do with an other! I figure that is what Heavenly Father is trying to show me. Ya see, I've not particularly had the desire to get married hahaha So I think Heavenly Father is trying to get me to see the awesomeness of it all so that I will have more a desire to do that all, since not having a desire to do something means you probs won't do it hahah
Anywhos, I really Love Korea! it makes me happy haha its inspiring to me! all my weirdness for Korea... But thinking and watching and listening, it makes me want to Do stuff! Korea is like, My Muse! hahahahaha
GEe I bore myself, so sorry.
Anywho I'm going to leave you with Two Songs!!! the first is the first korean song I ever Heard! I didnt know it was korean, at the time I only knew of the countries China and Japan, I had no idea there was a place called Korea, and that Asia was a Huge continent with lots of countries (dude, thats what happens when you move around a lot as a young un, your education get fractured and .. you think you make excuses like this keke)
I'm not going to mention the year... its a bit embarrassing.... Buts its totally awesome! the Artist (sometimes group) is Drunken Tiger, the song 8:45 its a song he wrote for his grandmother, after she died. thats the time she died. This guys real cool!
And then this is a fun song! hahaha the video makes me laugh because all the guys want the chicks that want the guys next to them haha and its a fun song too! I am making these little ones love kpop and stuff kekeke
Toodles!
Melanie in Iceland (again?!!?Æ"Ð''"#PL?ÐÆ'Þ;L=)Ö)/)
I just finished watching a movie that I have wanted to see for TWO YEARS!! haha
I've waited so long that I had little hope of ever seeing it. But I saw it!! and it was SUPER!!!! kekek its called heavens postman, I was gonna post a trailer, but I didnt find one that I liked, so I'll post a song from it! huhu
I didnt think I would like the movie, because it took so forever to see it, and the more I saw of little snippets, the less I wanted to see of the whole haha. But I Liked it!! very much! my only qualms would be her crying (I often dislike immensely the crying done by females..) and his shiny lips. WHAT THE HACK?? But he is (can be) a very good looking man (in my opinion), the main reason I wanted to watch this movie, him and the story, it was fun!
I didnt see what was going to happen until the last second before it happened. I am always like that haha sloww!! but my drivers licence tester said that isn't necessarily a bad thing, better in time than not. kekeke
fun movie! I just... felt like... sharing... keke Lete is graduating today! later today! thats Awesome! I should have finished the candy lei's, but I am a slacker face that forgets time passes and today arrives. O WELL, ill finish it when I wake up. Ya?
This is one of my FAVOURITE Korean words! hahaha its the Greatest!
This has become my new favourite dance! every time i hear the chorus I cant help but explode with.. explosions..
SOOOO I am in Calgary. I took a week off of life, (I know thats not possible for grown up mature proper way in life people, but that aint me, so I did it huahuahua) without telling anyone, so maybe there were some misunderstandings, as they like to say in dramas haha. Anyways, my little over a week holiday wasnt all slackery, I signed papers and applied for passports. I went to Vancouver! twice in one Week!! hahaha that place is one of my favourites! its such a great looking place, I'm going to go there for Real some time!
Anywhos. The other day I woke up, and my first recollections of the day were a Korean Drama that I have never been able to stomach/watch, since it was all about crying people. Its a drama that MAMMA WATCHED!! HAHAHA with Mele'Ofa! Anyways, I woke up and thought of the opening scene of that drama, the lonely man sitting at a piano on the beach talking about blabla.
seeing as I own a miracle that is the human brain, my mind quickly went through all the scenes of the drama (that I had seen), and continued on to the end that Mele'Ofa so kindly shared with me so that I could know what happened without watching it haha, anywhos, It was a horrible beginning to a day! the drama ends the way it begins, the man sitting alone playing the piano.
the thing he was bla blaing was his life story, so hes sitting there telling us (the viewers) his life story(bla bla bla fell in love with a childhood friend who became his step sister because his father died and her mother died, and so their parents decided to get married, because his mom was rich, and her dad was ..smart? i dun really know.. drama drama drama can't be together, she is with someone else, she becomes terminally ill and their parents get divorced, for her last days they pretend to be happy.. I dont know how much of this is accurate since I havent watched it haha).
It ends with him saying something like "Now its her turn to wait for me, since I waited all my life for her (she was mean and selfish), now she has to wait all the rest of mine(and so apparently was he..)" (the drama is called Stairway to Heaven for those interested..)
anyways, this all happened in a matter of seconds because thats how awesome the human brain is. After the whole thing flashed through my mind i was like 시러! (bahahah thats another favourite ahhaha) It totally freaked me out, I dont know why, I was like "THATS HORRIBLE!!! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THAT TO EACH OTHER!?!???" so i got up determined to not be miserable popos like them and I ran into letes room and was like "WAKE UP! LETS BE HAPPY!" it was earlier than she normally wakes up for school.. so i grabbed the laptop and ran out kekeke
So I am here for a few months (minimum!). I'm going to try be as useful as possible! and hopefully I'll figure out what I want to do. I may be getting old for a young person who doesnt know what they want to do/be, but i dont care, I decided that the other day, whatever I do, Its gonna be awesome! and I will absolutely do it! regardless of how much older i may be than all the other people hahaha Life is Great! we shouldnt care about what other people think of us, as long as we are truly Happy! (meaning righteously so!)
I took some pictures in Germany, but they are still in Germany hahaha I took some pictures in Vancouver, but they are still in Calgary ahahaha
Uppskriftir 
Prenta 
I shared this back in 2008, but it is so awesome I feel like sharing it again! In case you didnt know, I enjoy going to the past, and reading the things i wrote there. its so interesting to see how different i am, because I think I have changed very much, sometimes it makes me sad.
